onsdag 20 december 2017

Storm Coming

So the third episode to this... umm... prequal(?) to Life is Strange, came out today! It was already installed and ready for me to take her out!
But I didn't... I waited to finish breakfast, needing to go to the bathroom and so on and so on. But later that day... much much later, I plugged in my earphones, sat down and put them on, making sure that I could actually hear anything. I lite a cigarette poured a glass of Pepsi Max and then...
Then I turned on the game.

Firstly, I only paused the game twise. First time to go to the bathroom, I know I have a small bladder most of the time, and the second was to warm food so I could shut my stomach up. But beyond that, I played through it all, From the first episode to the third. Each and every last fucker of em.

And Oh... My... Lucie! This game is out of this world! I've only played it once, I will play it way, WAY, more, like at the very least 4 or 5 times more... Sorry kiddos, I get bored easly of a game and these games are, sorry people who made them, boring to play.
Now Life is Strange and this one, Life is Strange: Before the Storm, is anything but boring. The gameplay is fantastic, the enviorment is fantastic and the background noices are a true gem. To hearing your own fotsteps and ofcourse, the soundtrack.
Then there's the story and how it progresses with your choices and how you decide to be as Cloe Price. Is she friendly to everyone, even her own family and the "stepdouche", do you fall inlove with Rachel Amber or maybe you don't let that happen for some ungodly reason (wink wink). Or are you a son-of-a-bitch and just basically turn down anyone who gets even a centimeter close to you you? Or somewhere in-between.
What ever you choose, you'll have a great time with these girls. Cause I'll tell ya, this game is almost, yes almost, as good as the first one was. And keep in mind... I listen to the Soundtrack ALOT!


Well that is it for me. I'm gonna smoke some more (and no, not just normal ones) and drink some more Pepsi Max and then head to bed.

Cya

söndag 17 december 2017

Sims Nothing

It's in the middle of the day and I have nothing to do. This is what I hate about living here... I got so many things to do, so many people to visit or call, so many places to go to and still I have nothing to do. I hate it. I really hate it... I should just move.

I haven't writen anything in a long time either. This is the most frustrating thing as well, I want to write but everytime I try I close down the program just as quickly. All I do is play games. Latetly I've been playing mostly Sims 4, I created 2 adult girls, one of em with a cock and the possibility of making others pregnant and I also made a pair of twins girls that my first ones had made, and there too, one of them has a dick. So now I have had the mothers fuck their daughters, one mom impregnated one daughter and the other daughter impregnated her mom. Incest is the best huh? :P So now they have given birth to one son and one daughter... I wonder when they grow up to become teens if i should have them start fucking as well. Incest! It's a family thing!

Also some Conan Exiles... but not online. I don't know if I should like it or not. It's still in beta so there's a lot of things that aren't implemented yet but it's kind of fun. Spend a few hours in it this morning.

Well I don't know what else to write on here at the moment so I guess that's it.

Cya

lördag 25 november 2017

Strange Snow

Well the snow is gone... for now. It'll return later I'm sure. But the weather is what it is and right now it's warm. And to be honest, I like it warm. Now according to the weather guys over at... umm.. where ever they are, this winter will be the meanest in the last 5 years. And I'm fine with that, I realy am, but so far this mean fuckin winter has not begun as of yet.

Now as many of you are well aware of I'm in a bit of economic situation... to but it bluntly, I'm fucking poor as hell at the moment. But this did not stop me from BUYING.... buying... a game on steam.
Now I have yet to open the game. It's installed on the computer, but thats it. I will not start it yet.

I. WILL. NOT. BEGIN. PLAYING!!!

Reason? Only the first 2 episodes are out and I want the third episode to come out before I start up on the game. And I can't wait to begin it. What? What game is it? Oh you want to know what game it is that makes me wait for the last episode to come out before I start the game... I see... Well lean in children, lean in... it is... .. . Life is Strange: Before the Storm

Oh how I've longed for anything "Life is Strange" since I finished the first one... 67 times, recorded it and then watched it 4 times. Goddamn... I do love Max Caulfield and Cloe Price. I do love them beyond anything else, and for two different reasons. And I do indeed hope they are now together (I know it's a damn game, let me fantasize damn it) and that they love eachother beyond what I could make up and are happy...
I want that...
So when Life is Strange 2 comes out I sure do hope it's about the girls a few years later, that they are together and that one of the scenes will have them laying in bed, nude but unseen obviously, entangled and kissing.
I would give my right arm for that fucking scene dude!!

Cya

tisdag 14 november 2017

First Coming Down

So went to town today, twise to be precise. The first time I went it was good weather, a few degrees below freezing, but all in all, very nice. So I went to town to get tickets for Justice League but ofcourse, I was too quick on the matter as the place hadn't opened yet.
As I have no more then a hundred meters home... it starts to snow. Now the snow was small, so small it felt almost like rain, but it was snow. And as I went out again at 3 o'clock, the ground was really white. Like snowwhite. That white.

It's so beautiful now, so very beatuiful that I did not want to let you be without this news. Our first snow for this winter has come ladies and gents. The first snow in our small town of Västerås.

Today is a good day.

Cya

Epilogue Frost

It is very early in the morning and I would wager that the ground outside is somewhat white. Now I haven't bothered actually looking yet and I have no intention of doing that either. Yesterday morning the ground was somewhat white, frost, lovely lovely frost on the ground.

Still have not found a job. Started growing bored of it all and now I'm just sedning the bare essentials. I cant write a personal messege everytime I apply for a position, it's just too fucking boring. Well not the counseling jobs obviously as I want those. But all the others? Yea, bare minimum of data is sent to those.

So you ready for the last part of the story? No? Well I guess you can come back later to read it.

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Epilogue

Max got home from work late as usual, Cloe was cooking food in the kitchen when she kicked off her shoes. Their apartment was not large, it was basically a small hallway, kitchen and a larger room with a queen sized bed, couch, tv and a bookshelf. They did have a balcony all thou it was rather empty with only two chairs, luckily the balcony faced the way of the sun going down which meant they could sit out there and watch it every night. All thou they usually had other fun activities during the evenings.

“Hey honey.” Max gave her a kiss on the cheek as she entered the kitchen and put her bag on the table. “How was work?”

“Work was great, even got a pay increase.” Cloe took the fryer off the stove and shoved Max out of the way to get the plates out of the covert. “And how was yours?”

“Well,” Max started but held on to what she was about to say to help Cloe out with putting out the plates and glasses and the cutlery, “I realized something today.”

“You realized that you actually hate me and can’t wait to get me out our home right?” Cloe said with a laugh, she knew full well that was never going to happen, but it was still a good joke and Max felt she wanted to keep at it, but she held it in.

“I haven’t taken any of my pills in almost a year.”

Cloe stopped in her steps upon hearing the words. She looked at Max for a long time without a word, she could not believe her after all, not a single pill in over a year?

“Are… are you sure Max?” Cloe looked worried, but Max was smiling now.

“Yea, I was at the doctor a year ago and he cut me off, mainly on a hunch and I still had my pills. But since then, not a single one.”

Cloe could still not believe her but she still did. Max would never lie to her about these things, never in a million years. She did not quite know what to do, she was obviously happy, Cloe could see that all over her. And if Max was happy, then she should be as well.

Cloe hugged her and then she kissed her and then hugged her harder.

Cloe realized she was actually jumping up and down with Max in her arms. She was happy for her, so very happy. No more pills, not a single one.

Life is… the best!


The End

onsdag 1 november 2017

Yellow Leaves

It's the first of November and outside the snow is yet to be seen. All yellow and redish leaves all over the ground with just a few left in the trees. It's autumn, that's a given, and it's still rather warm outside. And that is a surprice. I did not see that coming. A warm november... granted it's just the first so far so it might get realy cold tomorrow, but so far, it's still above freezing.

Well that's enough about the weather huh? It's time for the fifth chapter in my small storyline about Max and Cloe, the young couple from Life is Strange who realize that they are in love with eachother.
So here you go.

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Chapter 5

Today was Monday. It was a beautiful day outside, even with the grey blanket over the sky as today was the first day in Max’s life she was no longer a virgin, and the virginity had been taken by her best friend and lover Cloe. Cloe and Max looked into each other’s eyes and just laid there, breathing and caressing each other. Max had a hand on Cloe’s butt at this point and Cloe had her hand on Max’s face. This morning was the best in the world.

Until the door opened and Vanessa stepped inside.

“Good morning swee…” Her look at what she saw made her eyes large and wide open. She did not say anything, and neither did Max or Cloe, she just backed out and closed the door. Max and Cloe looked at each other and Max was just about to say something when the door opened again but this time just an inch and they both heard a rather joyful ‘Congratulations’ before the door closed again.
Max looked at Cloe who looked back at her.

“I think my mom just saw us naked.”

“You know, I think so too.”

They both laughed at the whole situation and kissed a warm and long kiss before they got up and went to the door. They took a quick peek outside and saw nothing so they went straight in to the small bathroom next to Max’s room and took a long shower together. It became longer as they could not stop kissing and touching each other, but in Max’s mind, it was okay to do such things. Mom already knew about their love, not the way she had planned to tell her, but she knew, and now dad knew as well. There was never any doubt in Max’s mind that Ryan and Vanessa would approve of her relationship with Cloe, but to find out about it that way was not what she had envisioned.

After the shower they took another look outside before the snuck back in her room to dress and then go down for breakfast. Cloe and Max did not quite know what to wear, all their cloths were dirty so they had to have something new on and Max stood and rummaged through her wardrobe after various articles. The problem was that she was naked when she did it and Cloe could not hear a word she said as she was hypnotized by her behind. Cloe just stood there, dreaming, while Max took out one piece of clothing after another and just as she was about to go to her and caress her butt Max turned around and presented her with a shirt she actually liked.

While they put on some new cloths they spoke about what just had happened, not about what had happened in the shower but with Max’s mother seeing them lying entangled and naked in bed. Max could hardly talk about it, it was a bit embarrassing after all, but she agreed with Cloe that it was kind of funny as well.

“I mean come on, sure she saw us naked, but she’s a girl after all, a woman right?” Cloe pressed on, gently but still.

“Yea I know but it’s still my mom, she saw us naked Cloe. I can’t forget that shit.”

“I know sweetie but look at it from the positive side, now we won’t have to wonder how to tell em.”

Cloe was right, mom and dad were now in on the whole thing and it would be so much easier to tell them now. Sure the first hour or so would be grueling hell with their congratulations and hugs and what not, but in the end they knew and that was all that mattered.

“All right, let’s go honey.” Max said and took Cloe’s hand and walked out of the room.

When they came down to the kitchen, holding hands and looking somewhat innocent, they were greeted by Max’s parents who looked like they had won the lottery or something. Max got a hug from her mom right away and her dad walked up to Cloe and took her under one of his arms.

“Welcome to the family Cloe.” Ryan looked happy which Cloe thought was a bit crazy but still very nice. Vanessa let go of Max just then and hugged Cloe next.

“We are so happy for you sweetie, so very happy.” Vanessa kept hugging Cloe until she felt a bit awkward but then she went back to Max and hugged her again. It was obvious that she really like that Max had found a girlfriend, but Cloe could not forget that she was that girlfriend, and that Max was a girl herself. It all felt a bit weird. They accepted them, as they were, not just as two girls who had found love, but that they had found love in each other as well. Cloe tried to forget that whole thought process and just try and get some breakfast.

At the table they talked, mostly about them obviously, but also about other things, thanks to Max. Cloe looked at Max as much as possible, mainly to look at the woman she was now in love with, but also to see what she would say to her parents and so far she had not said a single thing that she would disagree with. Everything she said was perfect. She kind of hated Max for being so perfect. But she loved her, she knew that and she would love her forever.

After breakfast her parents went to work and all thou Vanessa wanted to stay behind Max did talk her out of it. It took Vanessa another half hour to get out of the house but after that, they were alone. Max did not let a minute pass before she was all over Cloe. She kissed her and hugged her with a passion that Cloe had never felt before, well, she did feel it last night, but today was a bit different as it was faster and hotter until she smashed in to the wall. Cloe did not let up thou as she held on to her as well and kissed her with the same vigor and stamina.

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The week went well, Max found a school she could go to in Seattle, not as good as Blackwell but it would do, and Cloe even found a part time job being a waitress at a restaurant, she was going to start working in two weeks. She never liked to hang out in the Caulfield house but it was growing on her due to Max, both her room and Max herself.

Vanessa and Ryan had tickets for a movie and were going to diner first so now they were alone again. Max decided to take a shower so Cloe cooked up a plan. They had made love every night since they came home but she needed more, or at least she wanted more now, so after the shower she was going to give Max the ultimate orgasm.

Once the shower was over Max went back to her room to find Cloe standing there with only her underwear on and a wicked smile across her face. Max was about to ask her what she was up to when she came over to her and gave her a small kiss then turned her around and took her towel off.
“What are you doing?” Max asked silently, almost a whisper.

“Max, shut up.” Was all the answer she got.

Cloe pushed her to one of the walls and kissed her neck. Then she did something Max had never imagined. She felt Cloe move a hand towards her butt and in under. As soon as she touched her Max could not help herself but she let out a small moan.

“I’m gonna give you at least two orgasms Max, so get ready.”

This made Max moan even more as she turned her head and got a kiss from her.


Cloe managed to give her the two orgasms.

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Cya

lördag 28 oktober 2017

What the Hell

Goddamn it!! What the flying fuck are they doing over there? I still haven't gotten any money. It should have come in yesterday, but today, still nothing. I just don't get it, how do they work over there? Do they work? And if they do, are they all retarded?

Shitballs...

So I've searched for more jobs, still nothing. I've played games, Sims 4, Fallout 4, Warhammer 40k... that's alot of 4's I've been playing... but yea thats life at the moment.
But I will be able to use my phone soon as I've ordered a cash card and as soon as it arrives I'm gonna fill it up with the cheapest version I can, the 99skr, so I can call people again, call em and tell em to go fu... umm.. to tell em I can't pay em yet. And then just hope that they understand and let me go a few more days before I actually pay.

Fucknugget...

Cya

söndag 22 oktober 2017

Forth Chapter and Even Playing

It is Sunday! And today I have decided to give you the next part of the story. But first I'm gonna tell you abit about what is going on. What is going on is... umm.. I don't really know to be honest. This week has been hell, that's for sure, no work found, my phone is still dead but I have gotten some money so I wont starve until the next paycheck.

I have started up the game again, Life is Strange, because I wanted to record it so I can watch it when ever I like. The first episode was 1 hour and 37 minutes, the second was a wee bit longer and the third still a weee weeeeeee bit longer then that. But honestly, I can't get it into my head that they aren't that long. I mean yes, I do know what to do now that I've played it alot, but still.

Anyway, you want the story and I want to give it to you. So here it is.

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Chapter 4

“Mom! Dad! We’re home!” Max yelled out clear and relaxed. Cloe did not say anything, in fact she was standing slightly behind Max and looked slightly scared. Why Cloe looked scared thou Max couldn’t quite figure out, sure she was nervous for the meet, but she loved Ryan and Vanessa, this was something Max knew, but for now all she wanted was to see her mother and father.

There came a scream and from around the corner Vanessa came running. She almost fell into the arms of Max and hugged her hard, shortly after Ryan came as well and he hugged both Max and Vanessa.

“Hi mom and dad.” Max could not really say much else as she was being smothered under all those arms. And all the time her mother just kept sobbing and saying things like ‘she’s home she’s home’ and ‘my baby is safe’. Cloe just stood there, smiling softly and looking at the three hugging in a ball of both joy and sadness. But before she knew it a hand from Ryan came flying up and grabbed her and then a hand from Vanessa and she was thrust in to the same ball and got a hug as well.

There they stood, in the hallway, just hugging. For Max it seemed as thou they only stood for a second, for Cloe it felt a little longer but she did not want it to end just as Max did not want it to. But after a few minutes it did. Vanessa simple looked at Max and then Cloe and then she kissed them both before she wiped her tears away.

Over diner, and well after, they just sat together and talked. Both Max and Cloe did not mention the fact that Max had had the ability to rewind time, so instead they spoke about what had happened during the week, about the good things as well as the bad. About Blackwell and about Mr Jefferson and how he had setup a dark room where he took his unknowing victims to photograph them and how many of them had ended up dead, either by his hand or by their own. They also spoke about Nathan, Warren and Kate and how they all fit in to the story, and naturally that they were now all dead due to the storm, or presumed dead. They spoke a lot about Joyce and William and how Cloe was doing. She did not want to talk about it but as this was not her home she kind of just had too, and she felt afterwards that it was good that they did speak of it.

It was well after elven at night when they finally let them go to bed, Vanessa insisted they would find a good bed for Cloe as soon as they woke up the next day and until then she would have to share the bed with Max. Something that both of them did not mind one bit. Max found that she was really looking forward to going to bed, not to sleep, but to make love to Cloe and after a quick look at Cloe after hearing the news about the bed, she knew what she was thinking as well. They had not told them yet about their new found love and as they saw it, they could wait a bit with it as well.

Once they were alone they went up stair as Ryan and Vanessa went to their bedroom. Once they entered Max’s room Cloe took the whole room in. Not a word was said as she looked around, from the bed to the table to the posters on the walls.

The room was spotless to a degree that she could not believe Max had done but that Vanessa had done from time to time. Not even a piece of clothing lying around, but beyond that the room looked like a place for Max. Books about photography all over the bookshelves, posters of indie rock stars and papers and pencils on the table and desktop. The room itself was big, much bigger than her room had ever been, at least twice the size, and it looked really nice and comfy and a perfect home.

“It’s a nice room Maxy, real nice.” Cloe said as she turned around to face her, but Max did not answer her but instead took a step forward and on one foot, or the toes to be more precise, she embraced her and kissed her and she did not let go. Cloe could do nothing but accept the kiss and to tell her she liked it she leaned her head to the side and opened her mouth. The kiss became warmer and wetter in a second, and as they stumbled to the bed it became hotter as well. They only stopped kissing when Cloe bumped in to the bed and fell down on it, this made Max hide a laugh behind her hand but quickly took off her shirt and threw it on the floor. Cloe did not want to wait any longer either, so she took off her own shirt and then she grabbed a hold of Max’s pants and started to unbutton them. Max just stopped in her tracks as her pants were being taken off and let her hands run through Cloe’s hair and as soon as her pants dropped down to the floor Cloe looked up and Max kissed her again. This kiss did not end with just a quick peck but continued even as she took the pants away from her feet and when she started to open Cloe’s pants. The kiss continued as they removed each other’s bras and panties and did not stop until they were both in bed, Cloe on top of Max.

“Wait.” Max said, unsure as how she would continue. The look of anticipation in Cloe’s eyes read both hot and wondering. She was so beautiful and so sexy and so hot that she knew she could not hold this in any longer. “I’m a virgin.” Max just laid there, naked and exposed, with the words just lingering in the air. It was like they had not yet reached Cloe, or that they had but Cloe had not reacted to them yet, or perhaps it was just all in her head. She wanted an answer, anything really, but she wanted an answer.

Cloe leaned down to her, her lips were so close, and she felt her warm breath on her face, on her own lips. The smell of Cloe permeated through the whole world.

“Not in the morning.” She whispered.

Max became so happy to the words that she was no longer worried that she moved her head up the last inch and kissed her again. Cloe responded well and sank down to her as she deepened the kiss. Max could feel every inch of her beloved laying there on top of her, every inch of skin that touched her skin, her heart beat and her breathing and her hands, her hands, her hands were everywhere, on her back and on her arms, on her stomach and her breasts, on her thighs and even on the inside on the thighs and then on her vagina. The feeling was the best feeling she had ever felt, she was ready to receive and to give, to give and receive over and over and over again. Kisses and tongues and touches and caresses. She wanted nothing else and needed nothing else. All she wanted was Cloe and her hands, her mouth and her very being.

Feeling Cloe’s hand on her most private area did not upset Max, it did feel unfamiliar but not unpleasant, it felt like warm hug, a hug from a loved one, it felt wonderful. She thought of giving Cloe the same treatment, to put her hand on Cloe as well, to put it on her vagina but as she thought it she also realized that she had already put her hand there and even had a finger inside her. Had this been a few weeks ago she would have stopped it all at this point but tonight she just kept going, and going and going as Cloe did.

After using nothing but their fingers Cloe aborted it all which sent shockwaves through Max, had she done anything wrong, had she not been giving Cloe enjoyment and pleasure as well and she was just about to open her mouth when she saw that all Cloe really did was turn around, not to put her back to Max but to give her hear rear end. Max understood why Cloe had stopped now, she understood why she had stopped and turned around for, truth to be told, she kind of wanted the same thing.

When she had a set of new lips in front of her she never hesitated for a second and went straight in and kissed them. Letting her mouth open and kissing these new lips with a vigor and determination that she had never felt before. Cloe’s vagina tasted so good she thought she was in a dream world, that she would soon wake up from that dream world and realize that she did not taste good but then Cloe’s words reached her and she knew that what it tasted was true.

“Oh god Max, are you… are you… god damn it… are you sure you’ve never done this before?” Cloe managed to say between Max’s frantic eating and drinking of her wonderful juices. And as Max never answered but kept going as if Cloe had never said a word she dove down to her own price, eating and drinking of her own.

It did not take long for Cloe to feel the orgasm coming and once it came she had to bite down hard on her own hand in order to not be heard through her scream. She took a deep breath after that and changed her position so that she was not in full control between Max’s legs. She shifted her a quarter of the way so she could be sitting on the floor in a hunkered down position while giving Max the ultimate pleasure.

It did not take Max long to reach her own orgasm and placed both of her hands over her mouth to not be heard but she could not hear herself. She could not hear anything outside of herself, just her heartbeat and her blood pumping and of course the mighty thunder of the orgasm.
After they had both had an orgasm they just snuggled up in a ball of love and warmth and fell asleep in each other’s arms, naked and on top of the cover.


Today had been a wonderful day.

- to be continued

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Cya

onsdag 18 oktober 2017

Hiccups Deluxe

Since i got up today I have had hiccups (or how ever you wish to spell it). Not constantly ofcourse as I know how to get rid of it, but what I mean is I have had one hell of a day due to hiccups. It started maybe an hour after I woke up, thought nothing of it and just continued my day. After maybe 10-15 minutes after it had stopped, or maybe I stopped it, it started up again, and again I thought nothing of it.
But since then it has done just that, started ended and then waited for a few minutes before begining again. It's fuckin hell man! Now if it was just normal hiccups I wouldn't mind all that much, but these fuckers are horrible. Half of the times it actualy hurts my inards, it actually hurts my plexus. It's fuckin mad.

In other news, I haven't writen anything in a while, a few days, which is rather stupid as I know what will happen in the story, but still, I haven't writen it down. I don't know why but it might be that it's just too much in one go and that is what keeps me from writing. Today, obviously, I haven't writen anything due to my issue, but the others?

Oh yea... almost forgot to tell you, I have started to play Warhammer Online: Age of Reckoning again. It's back up! Not by the company that made it but by some folks who missed it. The sent me an email telling me about it so just jumped on that "bandwagon" and started downloading the game and installing it (which went really quickly) and started to play. I have picked a Zealot, female ofcourse, and a few others just for fun. But the Zealot is a healer which I got to tell you, is not easy to play PvE with, but in PvP it's a lot easier. I have been racking up kills, not by me ofcourse but by helping as that also counts in this game, and I have already gotten a renowned level the same level as I am, not so much to talk about I suppose but I still like it.
Sometimes I do miss my old characters but as they started from scratch I would too.

Well that's it for now, just one more thing. I had a hiccups the last few minutes, started when I wrote about the writing and ended by the middle of the gaming news.

/sigh

Cya

fredag 13 oktober 2017

What The Hell

I just realized, that I have been up since dawn, around 7 in the morning, and I have still not eaten anything... and now it's 19:30 (ish). That means that I have gone 12 hours, minimum, without a meal. That's fucking nuts! I should eat right? Well, I will... after I write this post.

So what else has happened? Nothing much, so far no job but I have writen a bit more on my book. Now I wont share any of it as I have writen it in Swedish, my native language, and translating it before I'm even done with it just feels wrong. I will ofcourse continue sharing my short story about Max and Cloe.

Until then.. umm... I don't know... FOOD!!

Cya

onsdag 11 oktober 2017

Part Three and Update

So I suppose it's time for the next part in the story ey? Yea it is! Fuck yea!! Well I'll be getting to it a little lower down in this tread, but first, an update. So I have been able to pay off the bills, not all of them obviously, but most of them. So I'm keeping the apartment for now which is nice I guess, so far I don't have a phone thou which is highly annoying, my mom thinks I'm ignoring her due to her text messeging. But as soon as I can I will call various places to let them know that i now can call again and that I will pay when I can.
But for now... yea, no phone.

Well anyway, on with the story, part three!
Here you go.

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Chapter 3

Max was the first to wake up. The need to pee was overwhelming so she sneaked out of the car and rounded the front of it and sat down in a squatting position. The morning was still very young, only the birds had woken up yet, and the sun’s rays had only just begun to shine through the trees on one side of the forest. It was still rather dark and cold and squatting naked by the car was not exactly the best choice at the moment, but when you had to go, you had to.

Max hurried as much as she could before she went back to the car, snuck half inside and grabbed some paper she could use to wipe herself with before she entered fully and silently closed the door again.

Cloe was still sleeping but had changed position and were now laying with her face to the back end of the seats, this position was maybe not the best for max but she still climbed up to her and went under the blanket and hugged her from behind, snuggling her whole face into the back of her head. She was warm and Max was cold after her short pee, and hugging Cloe now was like hugging a warm stove, almost too warm yet perfect.

Max must have laid there for about an hour before Cloe started to wake up. She woke up slowly and yawned, a hand went up soon to wipe the last of the sleep from her eyes. Not that she would properly wake up after that, but she still turned to the other side and hugged Max as much as she could.

“Morning gorgeous.” Max whispered to her. Cloe just smiled while she still had her eyes closed and made a sound of enjoyment. Cloe kissed her slowly on the lips before she whispered a good morning.
Getting up was very easy due to the cold. None of them even gave sex a thought or that they had both been sleeping naked, all that mattered was to get dressed and get warm. Cloe started them off by turning on the car and opening all the vents for the hot air to fill the car. The air that flowed was not warm by any measure, but it would get warmer.

After filling up on various things like cookies and candy and some cola they were off again. This time however, they knew where they were going. Seattle. To the home of Max and her parents.

Max was slightly more exited then Cloe but they were both going at least. The trip would only take a few hours so they would not have to sleep in the car again, but Max knew it would most likely take longer than a few hours, she knew they would take a longer route just because it was so close, so they would be home by diner time.

They stopped at many places along the way to see various objects and things. They stopped at a local restaurant for lunch and spent almost two hours sitting there talking, laughing and even singing a song, even thou Max was somewhat missing her guitar. Lunch was great, Cloe was smiling again like she used to do so many years ago as was Max, they spoke like they used to and even play fought like they used to. After they came into Seattle Max wanted to go home right away but she could also see that Cloe was not quite ready yet, so she proposed a cup of coffee at one of her favorite coffee shops. At the coffee shop they talked about life in the big city, photography, music, food and many other things. Max stopped counting the amount of coffee they had consumed once her third cup was presented, she only focused on Cloe.

Max took her to a lonely place just outside of the city, a spot in the woods that she had always enjoyed visiting when she lived here. There they talked mostly about what it would be like to come home to Mr and Mrs Caulfield as Cloe kept calling them.

“I promise you Cloe they’ll love you, they always have.” Max said.

“I know,” Cloe began, “but what if I don’t?”

“Sure you will,” Max said, hugging Cloe tightly, “and I know it’s going to be hard at first, you’ve just lost everyone, first your dad and now your mom. It will take time but you’ll get there. I swear to you.”

Cloe did not answer her right away, it looked like she was thinking. Max could see deep thoughts going through her head, she could almost smell it on her skin, or so she imagined. After five minutes she just nodded and looked at Max. Max decided to take this opportunity and kiss her.

Her hand went up to Cloe’s cheek and lightly caressed it before her mouth came in contact with Cloe’s lips. She responded well and soon opened her mouth fully to embrace her deeper. Their kiss was warm and caring, not hot and sexy, just loving and slow. Their tongues danced to and fro, back and forth, their saliva mixed together to form a wonderful mess in their mouths and their love was even further deepen.

It took them a few more minutes after the kiss ended to get up and go over to the car and drive to Max’s parent’s house. The whole trip there Cloe only asked which way to go and Max only showed her where to turn and before they knew it, they were there.

Then they stood in front of the house, a small house with two floors. Cloe had learned during their trip that the upper part of the house was just two rooms, one was an office for Ryan and the other had been her room. What it was now thou was anyone’s guess but she did not think they had made any larger changes to it as they wanted their girl to come home after her studies in Arcadia Bay.


Max took Cloe’s arm and walked up to the front door.

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Hope you enjoyed it.

Cya

fredag 6 oktober 2017

So Fuckin Tired

I am so fuckin tired. So very fuckin tired. I got up at 19:05 yesterday... which means that by this time, I've been awake for just over 22 hours. I want to sleep, sleep and forget everything for the next few hours, how ever long I sleep. But as of yet, I cant.

So here's the run down. As I've told you, I owe money. Lots of it. But I've gotten some so I've been able to pay bills today (yey?), now I've payed the most important ones but not the bill for the apartment. I've been in touch with my half-dad... the only dad I actually care about and that I know cares about me as well. I haven't even told my real dad about these issues as I know he'll just give me grief and shit before I have to wait to see if he'll actually help me out. And knowing him, he would never help me out in a fashion that I need.
So I called my half-dad, and I call him that becouse he's no longer married to my mom, and asked him for help. Now he's not a rich guy by any stretch, but he'll help me to pay the bill for the apartment which I am very glad for. Currently I'm waiting for the messege saying that the money has been transfered to my account and I'll pay the bill.

But that bill isn't the only one. There is also 3 or 4 other bills that needs to be paid. One of which I dont even want to pay as I had told them I did not want the damn spot several months ago... all thou now, maybe I wont have to pay them any more as they have most likely "tossed my ass to the curb". But the bill is still over 10 000 skr. I don't have that much money. I will never have that much money unless I get a job and something tells me noone will hire me due to various details (I know I'm being sceptical, I know I will find a job eventually).

So yea... I'm in deep shit.

Hope it'll end soon enough.

Cya

måndag 2 oktober 2017

Part Two I Guess

Yes it's been a long time since my last update. But I'm miserable at the moment and that gives me some rights to not write anything okey? The reason I am miserable is becouse I've still to get any money, which means that I have not payed a single bill now for the third month in a row, well one bill have been payed and that is helping me stay here. But yea, that's it. I have no idea how long I have before the internet is shut down, my phone is already switched off for calls and internet. All this for the try of starting a company...

So I thought it was time for chapter 2 of the Life is Stragne story I've writen.

It's shorter then the first chapter too... which is nice I suppose.

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Chapter 2

They passed the slot that the waitress had pointed them too and found a small forest path a little further down the road that split into a larger road and one that was rarely used. They took the one that were rarely used and drove down it for a few minutes until there was no one that could see them. With the engine turned off they looked at each other and at the same time said; “I’m hungry.”
After a laugh they dug up the food from the bag and took it to the back of the pickup. Sitting on the end on the truck they enjoyed their meal. The forest was silent and still, a few birds could be heard and the sun came through the canopy of the trees and the weather was warm and nice. The chicken with potatoes that Cloe had picked was not that tasty, but it did the job of filling them up. But once the food had been eaten and the trash had been put in a plastic bag Cloe found in the glove compartment, Max got nervous. Like really nervous. She had never had sex before and the kiss that she and Cloe shared only 10 minutes ago or so were the first kiss she had ever had. She did like it, loved it in fact, but sex? She always thought that the first time would be with a boy but she never found one that would even talk to her. And in Seattle finding a boy that would take her virginity was next to impossible with her shyness not to mention the anxiety that she had to take pills for. She was just about to say something when she felt her phone buzzling in her pocket. She was safe for a bit longer. She took out the phone and looked at who it was.
“It’s mom.” She said sully.
“Well answer it silly!” Cloe said while she jumped off the car and went to the front of the car.
Max clicked the answer and put the phone to her ear.
“Hey mom.”
“Oh my god, Max you’re alive, you’re alive!” Vanessa Caulfield sounded truly happy to hear her daughter, to know that she was alive Vanessa started to talk fast and as it seemed, without taking a breath. Ryan also came to the phone equally happy. They spoke for a few minutes, Max filling them in on Cloe and the loss she had had and that they were together, about the storm in Arcadia and that they now were on the road. Vanessa told them they should come home, both of them, as soon as possible. Max looked over to Cloe and just told them to hold on a second.
“Mom says we should go to Seattle. You are welcome as well.”
Cloe just shrugged and said that it sounded good to her and Max told her mother. They spoke for a bit more before Max could hang up. She put the phone back in the pocket and walked over to Cloe. She took her hands in hers and looked at her with a small smile.
“You’ll love Seattle, I guarantee it.”
“Yea I know.” Cloe said. “You said so earlier, but I still feel like I’m imposing or something.”
“You won’t be imposing because you’ll be with me, right?”
Cloe smiled and leaned her head against Max’s, took a deep breath and just said; Yea.
They just stood like that for a bit. Head against head, closed eyes and breathing. It was magical. It was everything that Max could ever hope for, a magical time with Cloe, deep in a forest of calmness and stillness. The whole world just seemed to accept them, standing there in a kind of hopelessness and sad yet happy spot. Max really loved Cloe, and Cloe really loved Max.
That is when Cloe yawned. A heavy long yawn.
Max kissed her lightly and just took her hand and walked to the front door of the car.
“Come on sweetie, we need some sleep.” She said as she opened the door.
“No we’re gonna fuck. Right?” Cloe really did want to have sex with Max and Max knew that even she wanted that, but they were tired from not sleeping the night before.
“Tell you what, we’ll get naked, put the blanket over us and then we’ll just see what happens.” Max knew they were going to sleep, the look in Cloe’s eyes said as much, and Max knew she would fall asleep as well.
After the car door had been closed and they had started taking their clothes off Cloe gave her another yawn and after that she had to admit to herself and to Max that yes, they needed sleep more than sex. Cloe still took off every piece of clothing as did Max. They placed the pillows against the passenger door, the blanket above them and some of the cloths on top of the blanket.
Max could feel the naked skin of Cloe on her own skin. Her left hand felt the side of the Cloe’s stomach but did not hold it there, it wandered, up and down and side to side. She felt a breast, the butt and the hair over her vagina. She felt the inside of her leg and as soon as she felt it she removed her hand quickly and looked up.
Cloe was already sleeping. After being awake for almost two days Max was not really surprised, she needed to sleep. Max just put her head against her shoulder, nuzzled her nose against her chin and took a deep breath, inhaled the smell of Cloe, making sure she would never forget this wonderful, and a bit icky, smell. They needed a shower, both of them, so it might have been a good thing they never had sex.
Max wondered what they would do tomorrow and if Cloe would drive straight to Seattle or if they would take a detour to see things along the way. Whatever she decided she knew she would not complain, she would love every second of it because they would be together.

She fell asleep shorty after. Sleeping naked half on top of Cloe, hugging her closely, loving her with every heartbeat.

... to be continued.

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Yea so that's the second chapter. Hope you enjoyed it. And if you did not... well to hell with it.

Cya

tisdag 19 september 2017

Annoying Dog

So I was playing Fallout 4 the other day and I got to the part where I had to talk to the doctor about getting memories from a dead guy. I had the thing from his head, a sort of mechanical thing, and off we went.

But I have to ask... why did Dogmeat join me in this place? You see going into the mind of another person is very private, VERY private. And I am used to being alone in there with just the voice of the doc to guide me around and looking at old memories and trying to figure out the deal with it all. But this time around, Dogmeat was with me... and not only that, Curie was there too (no screenshot of that thou).
Now all they really did was look at me and never once tried to talk to me so I was good, plus none of them ever stopped a character in their tracks. But still... what?

So that was my adventure a few days ago.

Cya

fredag 15 september 2017

New Gal

For some unknown reason I've gone back to Fallout 4. I hadn't played it in ages and then I found myself playing it... go figure huh? Started new again as I had extremely little to do in the game on the other girl, so I started a new one. This one has black hair and is called Victoria. So far I've only just rescued Nick Valentine from the mobsters in the vault with my newly aquired companion Piper Wright, the owner of Public Occurrences.

So I haven't come far on her yet. I wanted to make sure I get as much done as possible on this character before I go on with the storyline, like finding bobblehead dolls and comics as well as building my town in Sanctuary. Before I get to finding Shaun... my son.. which really should be at the top of my to do list... but fuck him right! As far as I know, and I know alot more then my character knows, he's all ready old and deing, so I can wait a bit... it's not like he's going to die before I get a chance to find him anyway.

So that's what I've been doing...

Cya

tisdag 12 september 2017

Afterlife ... a "short" story.

Yea, I've made up my mind and gonna publish my short story about Max and Cloe from the game Life is Strange... you know, the girls up in the picture above this text/post. I don't realy know why I should, but I felt like it all of the sudden.

Now before I post it know this... if you haven't played the game, or watched it on youtube, then this is just a story I've writen. But if you have... then you know where I'm coming from.

Here it is.

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Life is Strange – Afterlife
A Fan Made Semi-Erotic Story following the Game: Life is Strange
by: SillyKinma
Chapter 1


Max Caulfield and Cloe Price had been driving for a good hour. One hour away from Arcadia Bay. One hour closer to a better life. The landscape outside the window was tranquil and green and yellow and red, the animals in the forests and out on the plains and the sky were all busy with finding food or a mate. It was all so very beautiful that Max could hardly believe that Arcadia Bay had just been destroyed by a damn tornado. Everyone she knew there were now gone but she also knew it was much worse for Cloe who had just lost her mother, Joyce, to that storm. She knew the Cloe were glad that she did not go back in time to kill her but at the same time sad that her mom was now gone too.

Max felt a light headache come across her as she was thinking all these thoughts. She had not gotten any sleep last night so that did not help her, she were tired, more so than she would admit too. She looked over to Cloe who just sat there behind the wheel of the old pickup truck looking, normal, like nothing had happened, one hand on the steering wheel and the other hand leaning against her head, resting the elbow on the edge of the window.

All thou Max was not a hundred percent sure, she move herself closer to Cloe, so close that she almost touched and then she leaned in and rested her head against Cloe’s shoulder. She could feel how Cloe turned her head when she leaned in, but nothing more. Max closed her eyes and let the rocking of the car lull her to sleep. She fell asleep almost immediately.

Max woke up to an early evening. The sun had sunk down to around 4 or 5 in the afternoon and the car was silent and still. She became afraid when she also noticed that Cloe were nowhere near her, she looked outside and all she saw was the highway and forest and on the other side were a small gas station and a house that looked like a diner. She knew that Cloe would never leave her, she would stay with Max forever. Max also remember that it was her that had said forever by the lighthouse and not Cloe, but she still knew that the truth to that word was true for Cloe as well, but she was still afraid that Cloe might just have left her there, with her car. No, that did not make much sense, Cloe love this piece of shit car and the fact that they had been on the road for quite a while made holding it in would just be impossible. She could feel her fear going away and even more when she saw Cloe coming out from the diner with a paper bag in her arm and a walk that she had not seen in a long time. Cloe looked happy. Genuinely happy as she was walking towards the car.

“Good afternoon sleepyhead.” She said as she opened the car door and gave Max the paper bag filled with both food, warm and smelling fantastic, and a lot of other things like cigarettes, candy, magazines and what not. “You looked so peaceful after you’d fallen asleep that I didn’t want to wake you. Hope that’s okay?” Max knew it was okay, she didn’t bother saying what she wanted to say, that she had gotten scared when she woke up without Cloe there, that she had thought the worst, so she just said what she knew Cloe would like to hear. “Yea I’m fine.” She could not take her eyes of Cloe, she looked at her like she had never seen such a beautiful creature in all her life. Worst part was, Cloe saw it. Cloe was looking at Max the same way, and before she knew it, Cloe leaned in and gave her a kiss. Nothing like what Max had done a few days ago in Cloe’s room, but a proper kiss, one with feeling in it, a warm and loving kiss. At first Max were shocked at the kiss, no not the kiss, but the revelation of the kiss, what it meant. Cloe were just about to open her mouth and say something, what that something might have been she did not care about for now it was Max’s turn to kiss Cloe. She leaned in and kissed her, just as their lips meet her hands found Cloe’s head, sealing the kiss deeper. She could feel her own mouth open just as Cloe’s did and then their tongues meet. Max’s breath took on a more heavy breath, Cloe made a sound of pleasure. She could feel Cloe’s arms reaching around her midsection, hugging her closely, so close that she had to tilt her head to the side and almost hug her with her own head. She felt a hunger inside her now, a hunger for Cloe, a hunger that could never be sated unless she was there with her. The kiss became even more heated, more intense, just more. The kiss must have been forever. A loving and hot kiss between two girls who had been best friends forever, not spoken in five years and then found each other in a week of hell. A kiss for the ages.

Once the kiss had ended they just sat there, Max in the lap of Cloe. Cloe still holding on to Max and they were looking into each other’s eyes. The love that was there were now apparent to anyone, there were no way to hide it and there were no reason to anymore. They loved one another. Cloe let a hand remove a lock of hair from the forehead on Max. “Wow Max, that was intense huh?” She looked happy, even more so than she had a minute ago, so Max decided that this would be the moment she had to take and just say it. “I love you Cloe.” The silence that followed was like no silence she had ever heard before. The cars on the highway did not make a sound, the birds and people and the wind, all silent. Like the world had gotten a giant silencer, all that could now be heard was the heartbeat from herself and from Cloe. She could hear it, plainly and loudly. It was the perfect setting for the words she knew would come from her, she knew they would come even though she really had no idea what she would say. “And I love you Maxine Caulfield.” The words filled her with happiness so much so that she kissed her again and just hugged her hard.

“So now what?” She asked.

“No we find a good spot to fuck!” Cloe were not going to mins on words, she knew what she wanted, and Max wanted it as well. So Max did the only thing she knew, she smiled large and silly and got off her. She did not get off her too far thou, just pushed the bag of food away so she could sit as close to Cloe as she possibly could without causing an accident when they were on the road again.

“The waitress told me of a good place to eat our food a bit further down the road, a lot of empty space and a good spot for lovemaking.” Cloe said with a wink of her eyebrows. “Good.” Max did not bother with asking if the waitress she hinted at knew something or if Cloe knew something beforehand as it did not matter. They were going to make love, or fuck as Cloe said, then they were going to eat and then sleep in each other’s arms.

Cloe had just turned the engine on when she turned it off. “We are going to need something to pull over us, a blanket or something.” She opened the car door and went out. “Hold on, I’m coming to.” Max said and followed her out. “Knowing you it’ll be an itchy blanket in dark colors.” Cloe just laughed, laid her arm around her back and hugged her and started to walk towards the shop part of the gas station.

Inside the shop they found two kinds of blanket, one that was itchy and one that was not, they got the one that was not itchy and also found a pair of pillows. The pillows however were smaller than Max and Cloe were used to so they got a few of them, 5 to be exact. Happy with their purchase they got back in to the car and drove off.


... to be continued.

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So there it is, the first part of the story. If you like it and want more of it..  let me know here or where ever.

Cya