Well now...

... this sucks ass. I have completetly forgotten my Skype loggin. I haven't logged into skype for so long that I have actually forgotten how to do it. Now I haven't forgotten HOW to log in, just the name and password.
I realized this when I tried to log in a few days ago and all I saw was nothing. No contacts at all. So I naturally chekced in with microsoft and read on thier site that I must have a different log in name and password and that is when it hit me.
I started using skype a very long time ago, such a long time ago that I did not even have my Gmail account connected to it (which btw is the one I have now), I must have had something else connected to it.

So if you are reading this, and would like to get in contact with me through skype. Please, send me your details. Just search for my name or better yet: https://join.skype.com/invite/bocrheK63TDH and you should be able to get in.
Let's hope it works out atleast.

Oh yea... I also realized I have not written anything here for a long time, sorry about that, I am working on it. I swear.

Cya

Safe Spot

So you think it's safe to live here? Inbedded in a mountainside? It's not done yet, it's far from it, gonna add some sticks and shit to the front so when they want to get in, they'll have a hell of bleeding time to get in.

Anyway, so yea, I've been playing a lot of Conan Exiles latetly and as of yet, I have no will to end it all... oh yea, I've also restarted it several times due to mods. But yea, fuck it right?
Also been playing some other games... but what else is there to do? I still have not found a job and I am going stir crazy!!

Fuck it...

Cya

Exercise First

Last night I went out for an exercise. I took my inlines and went out for a small ride around the neighbourhood... yea I took the "small neighbourhood" a bit wrong.

That was my path for the ride. I started at home and then I went up to Hökåsen, went around that spot and then I went down to old ASEA, now one of the spots for ABB and their industrialschool or something of that sort.
I went to see two of my old homes, not close, but close enough to get an idea of where they were and even seeing the stone of the house I lived in. Which was nice.
Then I went home. Not straight away, but shortly after.
I was out for little over an hour and guess what? It was not that bad. It was very nice, that is until I was almost done when I wanted to get home. But after ridning on 8 wheels for an hour after been sitting at home for the past 3-4 weeks doing nothing... yea I kind of get why I wanted to go home.
After that, I actually went to sleep an hour later. And then I woke up at 5 in the freakin morning!!!

Oh well... I got up and started on the computer. Playing games and what not.

Oh yea, here's the time and my average and the lenght.

Kilometers, time, Minutes per kilometer and kalories... all thou the app thought I was running, so lets not believe that one.

Okay... anything else? No? Okelidokeli!

Cya

Cancel Temp

So I have just canceled, temporarely, my subscription to WoW. Why I have done this is simple, the game is fun, alot of fun, but it's only fun in certain amount, small amounts. And ofcourse the economy. That is the main reason realy as I don't have alot of money at the moment and I do not see a time I will have a lot of money, so I figured I just cancel the sub and then I'll fill it up again later on.

I still have games to play like Sims 4, Fallout 4, Path of Exile and what not. And ofcourse I still have the book to write.
Now I have been writing this book for a long time, but I do love it, I love the story and the characters and the problems I have put them in. I want to finish it so you can read it and everyone who have never even seen this blog can read it. I want to write the next one (even thou I have no idea what it's about) and I want to finish that one as well.

But until I'm done with it, I'm just gonna keep looking for work and try and survive. I have a home, granted it's at my half-dad's, I have food and I got a computer and a bed. So for now, I'm good.

Cya

The Computer Issue

Well now, the computer is not acting strange anymore. Why? Cause I stopped using Chrome. That's the only reason. Now I'm gonna uninstall it and then reinstall it, see if that will work out better, but I have found the culprit of my never ending row of issues... it's the Google Chrome web browser. Who would have thought that was the bad guy huh?


Anyway, so yea, the computer is acting, somewhat, okay again. This is good news.


I haven't got any bad news for you...


Cya

Green All Over

When playing a game like WoW, World of Warcraft, you can easily grow bored. You just do the same thing over and over and over again. It's repetitive as all hell. So now I have fixed this issue by playing with my little brother and a buddy of his.
They have started playing again due to me, go figure. And today I stared a new character, a paladin that I at level 10 turned in to a Tankadin which goes well with his paladin, which is a Healadin... yea, tankadin = Protection specced Paladin and a Healadin = a Holy specced Paladin.
We've been playing them now for a bit, to level 15 where I had to go offline to fix food. But it's far more fun now, talking to someone and playing the game is a hell of a lot more fun.
I did how ever find something rather fun when playing. When I have finished a Quest and my brother has not... it looks like this.

A Green Exlamation Mark?

In other news... well it's hot here. The summer has begun, it skipped spring and went straight to summer. It's been rather okay, the trees went from "dead" to full of life and so did all the smaller animals as well. I have been following the workings of a smaller ant farm where I sit and take in a smoke each time. It's fun.


Cya

Celebrating Freeze

Sister with the wee boy!

A whole week? It's been a whole week since I updated this blog. Well then, here's an update for ya.

First something nice. It's my little sisters birthday today! Yey! She turned 32... so not so much to celebrate really. But it was a nice turn of events, granted, most of the visitors came to see the little one, the 20 day old boy. But it turned out well anyway.
We started off with our part of the family, tightly followed by my sister's man's family. After that more of his family came and then more on our side came. And they brought their kids.
I think it was something like 20+ people there at one point, including the kids obviously, and everyone of them seem to get along fine.

After they had all left it was just me, my mom and my dad left with a close friend of sisters with her two kids. We had dinner on two different tables, one on the inside for the women and the kids, one the other was on the outside. Yea I liked that table.

So Kinma, what else has been going on? Well my computer has been acting strange, as in very strange. It freezes up on me every goddamn second. Not every second, that would have been a disaster. But close to it.
Now I have been talking to my buddy down in the Netherlands, an expert in all things technical, and he has made it better. But it's not as it should be as of yet. And to make things even worse, it is making a bunch of sounds it's not suppose to...
Guess we'll just have to see if it does turn out better.

Cya

A Hole in The Wall

So I've been playing a bit of Conan Exiles... again... but this time it was a shit load of more stuff in the game, even a whole new map!! That unfortunatly, isn't accessable as of yet.
But Yea I've been playing a bit. I started a new girl, as the old one was a fucktard ^^ and I've been playing on her for a spell.
And by "a spell" I mean I've sat on my ass infront of the damn computer the whole night. I've been playing Conan Exiles well passed my bedtime... not that I actually have a bedtime, but still!
30 minutes, maybe 40, you never know when your in a game that covers the clock, I spent on a single thing... puting on the roof. Now the reasons I say roof... is becouse the roof it self was not a problem, it took me 5 minutes and then the roof was done... the rest of the time how ever, I spent trying to get ONE... ONE!!!! of the "chingles", or how ever you want to say it, to sit where I wanted it to sit... next to his brothers! But did it? Noooooo... ofcourse not. Anyway, it's on now and the roof is done... except for a single little hole... I call it my breathing hole.

Anyway, that's what I've been doing all night...

I wish I was tired...

Cya

Guess What...

... my computer is back up!! It's working, it's running as it's suppose to do! Well technically not, it's not running as it should as it needs a bunch of updates and renewing the activation of the windows I got... but it is back!

I feel soooo much better now. So much.
You don't realy know what you are missing until its gone. And this computer has been gone for 4 weeks minus a day, and I have missed it something aweful.
But now its up and running again.

I went to the store where I bought all the toys, brought the computer with me and just said that it wont start. After a few questions that I knew would come up the guy started working on it. As there was not alot of people there, none where I was standing, he just started working then and there.
After maybe 5 minutes, not including a small break he took from me and my computer to help a lady who showed up, he plugged it in and vóila, it started up without a single issue.
So I asked him, what the hell did you do?? And he showed me my single, yet very easy, mistake. I had put a cable in a USB port... I thought it was going to be there as it fit... but it was suppose to go further up as it was the cable that ran the whole of the upper part... yea I say upper part as I have no idea what it's called.
Long story short, it worked! And now I am typing this on the main, stationary, computer!

Yey!!

Cya

Fucking Computer

Yea you read that correctly. Fucking computer.
The stationary computer, my main box, is still not responding. It's so fucking annoying! I have bought everything needed, a new motherboard, a new processor, a new set of ram's and even a new chassi. It looks fucking amasing I tell ya.
Once I got everything in and connected I put the cable in, the motherboard lit up as well as the graphicscard and this even without switching the main power button to "on" mode. I then switched this button and then I clicked the big on button and... nothing.
And when I say nothing, I mean nothing. Not a sound, not a single fan was turning and the power supply did not even make a noise.

So tomorrow I am going to take it to the store where I bought all the 4 parts and ask them, as gently as I possibly can after waiting for 4 weeks to get the computer back up, to see why it will not do anything, why it wont start.
Hopefully they will be able to find the solution then and there, I kind of hope it's just a single wire that has not been connected or maybe connected wrong (it's not by the way as I have read everything about it), but I will not accept (yes I will if I have to) to have to wait a week or two for it to be returned.

Fuckin hell...

Cya

Little Cutie

Went to my sister today. Got to meet the newest edition to the family, the little boy.
And oh my fuckin hell is he cute!! Yes he's only 2 days old, but he is cute. My brother got to hold him first, and he did, a long time. Got a few good photo's in his arms, no nothing for you... yet. But then I got to hold him. And he had actually woken up by then, so I talked to him a bit as he looked at me, but then he started crying as he was hungry so my sister sat with him until he had had his fill.
It was a good day.

And he is beautiful.

And that's it from me at this hour... it's like one o'clock at the moment, and I am tierd.

Cya

Warm News

It's hot outside. Not summer hot as of yet, but hot enough to grab a smoke with just a t-shirt on. And that my frineds, is good news.

Still waiting on my processor to my computer, the main one. I really miss my computer. It's so much better then this piece of shit. This laptop is good, don't get me wrong, but it can't handle stuff like games well enough.
Take Sims 4 as a prime example. It can play it, but the things I want my sims to do takes fucking ages for them to do it. Something simple as take a dish from the table and wash it takes the character a long time, they just stand there with the plate in hand and just... does nothing for a few minutes. Few REAL minutes. It's horrible I tell ya. Once they do something how ever, it takes about as same as it does on my main computer.
Playing WoW works fine, but it's always a gamble as I can get kicked out of the game when ever, last time I did get kicked out of the game, I did not bother to get back in. That was a few days ago now.

So yea, I want my computer back up and running.

What else... oh yea.
Only the biggest news of them all!!
My little sister has had her second child! Yey for them! A newly born baby boy.
Congrats!

Well that's really all the info your getting from me.

Cya

Duck Pond

Went out on a walk today, ended up at the local duck pond. It's nice there, took a few shoots with my instant camera... aka the phone. Had a smoke and just watched the place. It was beautiful I tell ya. The ducks and other water living birds just walking around or swimming around, the weather is half and half today, the sun is kind of shinning, but not like yesterday. Today it's all cloudy but with no chance of meatballs.

Came home and grabbed 3 sandwishes with some fish on it, really good. And then I planted my ass infront of the computer to continue watching episode 2 of Life is Strange: Before the Storm. Now it's the one that kind of sucks in comparison, but for some reason, I felt I needed to see it again.
It's kind of wierd to watch something that I myself have played and recorded, but at the same time it feels right.

Cya

Beautiful Failure

I tried, but I failed. I tried to sing along in a song, Black Flies by Ben Howard, the final song in the Life is Strange game. But I failed due to tears. I listened to it on my phone with headphones on and it brought up every memory of the game for me, every little scene and ofcourse, every little and large emotion I had when I played it.

Goddamn it!! Why the hell is the music so good and brings out so much emotional baggage for? ... Well I know why and it's wonderful. But damn it. I want to sing along in every song, not just half of em.

Well.... on to the next song I guess.

Cya

Sick i7

I've been sick for a few days now. My father had gotten a case of something rather nasty which meant that he was going back and forth to the bathroom to both shit and puke and as I live with him, I had expected to get the same thing. Luckely all I got was one hell of a cold.

Well now I am better, not fully okey but close to it. The fever went out this morning and all I got now is a sour throat and a lethargy in my whole body. But I am getting better which ofcourse is nice.

Anyway, I should write a bit of the larger news. My computer. Not the one I am currently writing on as it's my laptop, but my stationery. The main powerhub of my little room.
It's turned off. And it's turned off due to the fact that it is slowly but steadly going down on me. I figured out, with the help of my father, that it is the processor, and seeing as it is more then a few years old, I figured that yea, I need a new one.
So currently I am waiting on the delivery of a brand new i7. Hopefully when I have installed it, I can watch youtube again :P

Cya

Removing Facebook

I will be removing facebook. Completely.
Not yet, ofcourse, but soon enough. The last of April is the final day, then it's gone for good.

Why? Well there are 3 reasons really which I will go over here.

1. I am never there anyway. And seeing as I am never there, why should I even have an "account"?

2. I am sick of being monitored for everything that I say, think and feel. Now luckely, I have not really noticed any of that as I never use it. But the idea of it all is making me sick to my stomach.

3. I do not want to see all the updates from friends and family that I do not want to see. The gaming, the leftist/rightist ideaology, the nuts or icecream or what car or what shoes they bought. I don't want to see pictures pictures pictures on almost every damn post. That is not the reason I joined facebook.

So those are the reasons why I quit facebook. I have already closed down my twitter (yea I know, I had twitter, you did not know this? shocker I'm sure). I still have minds.com, but I never write anything there either, just looking at the babes and anime and the ideas I endorse. And ofcourse when I write here, it goes there as well.

So this is the goodbye facebook post.

Bye facebook, I hope I never see you again.

Cya

Creepy Thing

Today I had a rather interesting thing happen. I was playing a bit of Fallout 4, after I got the proper graphics card working, and  was going around doing what ever it is that you do in the game. After a while I got dirty and I decided to take a shower.
So i went into a rather old and worn down cargo thing from a train and there I had placed a shower, well I had placed two showers but that's besides the point. So anyway, I was standing in the shower and I noticed something wierd...

Yea, that's me in the shower, checking my nails... and behind me Piper is standing... watching me, like a creep. Good thing I like her and would not mind if she joined me. But she was just standing there, staring...
I felt a bit creeped out.

Anyway, that was my day. How was yours?

Cya

Down With the Sickness

That's what I am currently, I am down with the sickness. But not like the song, but realy down. I have a cold. And when I man has a cold, he is realy DOWN with the sickness.

I payed a months worth of playtime for WoW a few days ago, I'm not sure why, mainly due to the new expansion, which has not come yet, and I've started a warrior. So since Monday I've been playing her (yes a her and even an undead one too) and since I got sick around that day, I've only gotten to early 60's by now but it's still kind of fun.

I have writen as well. I got an idea, and started writing it. So I have finished the second "book" of my incest sisters. The only reason I've writen it that way, the "book", is becouse it's too short to sell it, so I'm wondering if I should, later, publish it here? Could be fun huh?

Well if I do that, I'll let you know.

Cya

A Thing That Happened

Thought it might be time to tell you all of an incident that happened yesterday. I was kicked out of my apartment due to unpayed bills. I have lost my apartment. I have wanted to move out for as long as I can remember, but obviously not like this.

I thought of this a long time. Like a really long time. What should I do, where should I go? And all I could really think was that I wanted to live in the forest. Away from everything and everyone. To be left alone and just hunt and fish for food, build a home and be happy. Try and update my blog from time to time to let people know that I was still around.

But as it turned out, my half dad, Kjell, did not like that idea. So now I'm sitting at his place, in my own room (big thanks to him for that) wondering how the rest of my future will turn out. I have unpayed bills, well over 100 000 skr, but I will call the right people and get the "ball" runing and just see how it goes. Right now all the money I'm getting is below minimum living conditions, and it has been that way for close to six months. Hence why I lost the apartment.

But fuck it, I'll survive. Right now I'm living rent free with free food, so things are looking up. But I still want to move out in to the woods.

Cya