What the Hell

Goddamn it!! What the flying fuck are they doing over there? I still haven't gotten any money. It should have come in yesterday, but today, still nothing. I just don't get it, how do they work over there? Do they work? And if they do, are they all retarded?

Shitballs...

So I've searched for more jobs, still nothing. I've played games, Sims 4, Fallout 4, Warhammer 40k... that's alot of 4's I've been playing... but yea thats life at the moment.
But I will be able to use my phone soon as I've ordered a cash card and as soon as it arrives I'm gonna fill it up with the cheapest version I can, the 99skr, so I can call people again, call em and tell em to go fu... umm.. to tell em I can't pay em yet. And then just hope that they understand and let me go a few more days before I actually pay.

Fucknugget...

Cya

Forth Chapter and Even Playing

It is Sunday! And today I have decided to give you the next part of the story. But first I'm gonna tell you abit about what is going on. What is going on is... umm.. I don't really know to be honest. This week has been hell, that's for sure, no work found, my phone is still dead but I have gotten some money so I wont starve until the next paycheck.

I have started up the game again, Life is Strange, because I wanted to record it so I can watch it when ever I like. The first episode was 1 hour and 37 minutes, the second was a wee bit longer and the third still a weee weeeeeee bit longer then that. But honestly, I can't get it into my head that they aren't that long. I mean yes, I do know what to do now that I've played it alot, but still.

Anyway, you want the story and I want to give it to you. So here it is.

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Chapter 4

“Mom! Dad! We’re home!” Max yelled out clear and relaxed. Cloe did not say anything, in fact she was standing slightly behind Max and looked slightly scared. Why Cloe looked scared thou Max couldn’t quite figure out, sure she was nervous for the meet, but she loved Ryan and Vanessa, this was something Max knew, but for now all she wanted was to see her mother and father.

There came a scream and from around the corner Vanessa came running. She almost fell into the arms of Max and hugged her hard, shortly after Ryan came as well and he hugged both Max and Vanessa.

“Hi mom and dad.” Max could not really say much else as she was being smothered under all those arms. And all the time her mother just kept sobbing and saying things like ‘she’s home she’s home’ and ‘my baby is safe’. Cloe just stood there, smiling softly and looking at the three hugging in a ball of both joy and sadness. But before she knew it a hand from Ryan came flying up and grabbed her and then a hand from Vanessa and she was thrust in to the same ball and got a hug as well.

There they stood, in the hallway, just hugging. For Max it seemed as thou they only stood for a second, for Cloe it felt a little longer but she did not want it to end just as Max did not want it to. But after a few minutes it did. Vanessa simple looked at Max and then Cloe and then she kissed them both before she wiped her tears away.

Over diner, and well after, they just sat together and talked. Both Max and Cloe did not mention the fact that Max had had the ability to rewind time, so instead they spoke about what had happened during the week, about the good things as well as the bad. About Blackwell and about Mr Jefferson and how he had setup a dark room where he took his unknowing victims to photograph them and how many of them had ended up dead, either by his hand or by their own. They also spoke about Nathan, Warren and Kate and how they all fit in to the story, and naturally that they were now all dead due to the storm, or presumed dead. They spoke a lot about Joyce and William and how Cloe was doing. She did not want to talk about it but as this was not her home she kind of just had too, and she felt afterwards that it was good that they did speak of it.

It was well after elven at night when they finally let them go to bed, Vanessa insisted they would find a good bed for Cloe as soon as they woke up the next day and until then she would have to share the bed with Max. Something that both of them did not mind one bit. Max found that she was really looking forward to going to bed, not to sleep, but to make love to Cloe and after a quick look at Cloe after hearing the news about the bed, she knew what she was thinking as well. They had not told them yet about their new found love and as they saw it, they could wait a bit with it as well.

Once they were alone they went up stair as Ryan and Vanessa went to their bedroom. Once they entered Max’s room Cloe took the whole room in. Not a word was said as she looked around, from the bed to the table to the posters on the walls.

The room was spotless to a degree that she could not believe Max had done but that Vanessa had done from time to time. Not even a piece of clothing lying around, but beyond that the room looked like a place for Max. Books about photography all over the bookshelves, posters of indie rock stars and papers and pencils on the table and desktop. The room itself was big, much bigger than her room had ever been, at least twice the size, and it looked really nice and comfy and a perfect home.

“It’s a nice room Maxy, real nice.” Cloe said as she turned around to face her, but Max did not answer her but instead took a step forward and on one foot, or the toes to be more precise, she embraced her and kissed her and she did not let go. Cloe could do nothing but accept the kiss and to tell her she liked it she leaned her head to the side and opened her mouth. The kiss became warmer and wetter in a second, and as they stumbled to the bed it became hotter as well. They only stopped kissing when Cloe bumped in to the bed and fell down on it, this made Max hide a laugh behind her hand but quickly took off her shirt and threw it on the floor. Cloe did not want to wait any longer either, so she took off her own shirt and then she grabbed a hold of Max’s pants and started to unbutton them. Max just stopped in her tracks as her pants were being taken off and let her hands run through Cloe’s hair and as soon as her pants dropped down to the floor Cloe looked up and Max kissed her again. This kiss did not end with just a quick peck but continued even as she took the pants away from her feet and when she started to open Cloe’s pants. The kiss continued as they removed each other’s bras and panties and did not stop until they were both in bed, Cloe on top of Max.

“Wait.” Max said, unsure as how she would continue. The look of anticipation in Cloe’s eyes read both hot and wondering. She was so beautiful and so sexy and so hot that she knew she could not hold this in any longer. “I’m a virgin.” Max just laid there, naked and exposed, with the words just lingering in the air. It was like they had not yet reached Cloe, or that they had but Cloe had not reacted to them yet, or perhaps it was just all in her head. She wanted an answer, anything really, but she wanted an answer.

Cloe leaned down to her, her lips were so close, and she felt her warm breath on her face, on her own lips. The smell of Cloe permeated through the whole world.

“Not in the morning.” She whispered.

Max became so happy to the words that she was no longer worried that she moved her head up the last inch and kissed her again. Cloe responded well and sank down to her as she deepened the kiss. Max could feel every inch of her beloved laying there on top of her, every inch of skin that touched her skin, her heart beat and her breathing and her hands, her hands, her hands were everywhere, on her back and on her arms, on her stomach and her breasts, on her thighs and even on the inside on the thighs and then on her vagina. The feeling was the best feeling she had ever felt, she was ready to receive and to give, to give and receive over and over and over again. Kisses and tongues and touches and caresses. She wanted nothing else and needed nothing else. All she wanted was Cloe and her hands, her mouth and her very being.

Feeling Cloe’s hand on her most private area did not upset Max, it did feel unfamiliar but not unpleasant, it felt like warm hug, a hug from a loved one, it felt wonderful. She thought of giving Cloe the same treatment, to put her hand on Cloe as well, to put it on her vagina but as she thought it she also realized that she had already put her hand there and even had a finger inside her. Had this been a few weeks ago she would have stopped it all at this point but tonight she just kept going, and going and going as Cloe did.

After using nothing but their fingers Cloe aborted it all which sent shockwaves through Max, had she done anything wrong, had she not been giving Cloe enjoyment and pleasure as well and she was just about to open her mouth when she saw that all Cloe really did was turn around, not to put her back to Max but to give her hear rear end. Max understood why Cloe had stopped now, she understood why she had stopped and turned around for, truth to be told, she kind of wanted the same thing.

When she had a set of new lips in front of her she never hesitated for a second and went straight in and kissed them. Letting her mouth open and kissing these new lips with a vigor and determination that she had never felt before. Cloe’s vagina tasted so good she thought she was in a dream world, that she would soon wake up from that dream world and realize that she did not taste good but then Cloe’s words reached her and she knew that what it tasted was true.

“Oh god Max, are you… are you… god damn it… are you sure you’ve never done this before?” Cloe managed to say between Max’s frantic eating and drinking of her wonderful juices. And as Max never answered but kept going as if Cloe had never said a word she dove down to her own price, eating and drinking of her own.

It did not take long for Cloe to feel the orgasm coming and once it came she had to bite down hard on her own hand in order to not be heard through her scream. She took a deep breath after that and changed her position so that she was not in full control between Max’s legs. She shifted her a quarter of the way so she could be sitting on the floor in a hunkered down position while giving Max the ultimate pleasure.

It did not take Max long to reach her own orgasm and placed both of her hands over her mouth to not be heard but she could not hear herself. She could not hear anything outside of herself, just her heartbeat and her blood pumping and of course the mighty thunder of the orgasm.

After they had both had an orgasm they just snuggled up in a ball of love and warmth and fell asleep in each other’s arms, naked and on top of the cover.

Today had been a wonderful day.

- to be continued

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Cya

Hiccups Deluxe

Since i got up today I have had hiccups (or how ever you wish to spell it). Not constantly ofcourse as I know how to get rid of it, but what I mean is I have had one hell of a day due to hiccups. It started maybe an hour after I woke up, thought nothing of it and just continued my day. After maybe 10-15 minutes after it had stopped, or maybe I stopped it, it started up again, and again I thought nothing of it.
But since then it has done just that, started ended and then waited for a few minutes before begining again. It's fuckin hell man! Now if it was just normal hiccups I wouldn't mind all that much, but these fuckers are horrible. Half of the times it actualy hurts my inards, it actually hurts my plexus. It's fuckin mad.

In other news, I haven't writen anything in a while, a few days, which is rather stupid as I know what will happen in the story, but still, I haven't writen it down. I don't know why but it might be that it's just too much in one go and that is what keeps me from writing. Today, obviously, I haven't writen anything due to my issue, but the others?

Oh yea... almost forgot to tell you, I have started to play Warhammer Online: Age of Reckoning again. It's back up! Not by the company that made it but by some folks who missed it. The sent me an email telling me about it so just jumped on that "bandwagon" and started downloading the game and installing it (which went really quickly) and started to play. I have picked a Zealot, female ofcourse, and a few others just for fun. But the Zealot is a healer which I got to tell you, is not easy to play PvE with, but in PvP it's a lot easier. I have been racking up kills, not by me ofcourse but by helping as that also counts in this game, and I have already gotten a renowned level the same level as I am, not so much to talk about I suppose but I still like it.
Sometimes I do miss my old characters but as they started from scratch I would too.

Well that's it for now, just one more thing. I had a hiccups the last few minutes, started when I wrote about the writing and ended by the middle of the gaming news.

/sigh

Cya

What The Hell

I just realized, that I have been up since dawn, around 7 in the morning, and I have still not eaten anything... and now it's 19:30 (ish). That means that I have gone 12 hours, minimum, without a meal. That's fucking nuts! I should eat right? Well, I will... after I write this post.

So what else has happened? Nothing much, so far no job but I have writen a bit more on my book. Now I wont share any of it as I have writen it in Swedish, my native language, and translating it before I'm even done with it just feels wrong. I will ofcourse continue sharing my short story about Max and Cloe.

Until then.. umm... I don't know... FOOD!!

Cya

Part Three and Update

So I suppose it's time for the next part in the story ey? Yea it is! Fuck yea!! Well I'll be getting to it a little lower down in this tread, but first, an update. So I have been able to pay off the bills, not all of them obviously, but most of them. So I'm keeping the apartment for now which is nice I guess, so far I don't have a phone thou which is highly annoying, my mom thinks I'm ignoring her due to her text messeging. But as soon as I can I will call various places to let them know that i now can call again and that I will pay when I can.
But for now... yea, no phone.

Well anyway, on with the story, part three!
Here you go.

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Chapter 3

Max was the first to wake up. The need to pee was overwhelming so she sneaked out of the car and rounded the front of it and sat down in a squatting position. The morning was still very young, only the birds had woken up yet, and the sun’s rays had only just begun to shine through the trees on one side of the forest. It was still rather dark and cold and squatting naked by the car was not exactly the best choice at the moment, but when you had to go, you had to.

Max hurried as much as she could before she went back to the car, snuck half inside and grabbed some paper she could use to wipe herself with before she entered fully and silently closed the door again.

Cloe was still sleeping but had changed position and were now laying with her face to the back end of the seats, this position was maybe not the best for max but she still climbed up to her and went under the blanket and hugged her from behind, snuggling her whole face into the back of her head. She was warm and Max was cold after her short pee, and hugging Cloe now was like hugging a warm stove, almost too warm yet perfect.

Max must have laid there for about an hour before Cloe started to wake up. She woke up slowly and yawned, a hand went up soon to wipe the last of the sleep from her eyes. Not that she would properly wake up after that, but she still turned to the other side and hugged Max as much as she could.

“Morning gorgeous.” Max whispered to her. Cloe just smiled while she still had her eyes closed and made a sound of enjoyment. Cloe kissed her slowly on the lips before she whispered a good morning.

Getting up was very easy due to the cold. None of them even gave sex a thought or that they had both been sleeping naked, all that mattered was to get dressed and get warm. Cloe started them off by turning on the car and opening all the vents for the hot air to fill the car. The air that flowed was not warm by any measure, but it would get warmer.

After filling up on various things like cookies and candy and some cola they were off again. This time however, they knew where they were going. Seattle. To the home of Max and her parents.

Max was slightly more exited then Cloe but they were both going at least. The trip would only take a few hours so they would not have to sleep in the car again, but Max knew it would most likely take longer than a few hours, she knew they would take a longer route just because it was so close, so they would be home by diner time.

They stopped at many places along the way to see various objects and things. They stopped at a local restaurant for lunch and spent almost two hours sitting there talking, laughing and even singing a song, even thou Max was somewhat missing her guitar. Lunch was great, Cloe was smiling again like she used to do so many years ago as was Max, they spoke like they used to and even play fought like they used to. After they came into Seattle Max wanted to go home right away but she could also see that Cloe was not quite ready yet, so she proposed a cup of coffee at one of her favorite coffee shops. At the coffee shop they talked about life in the big city, photography, music, food and many other things. Max stopped counting the amount of coffee they had consumed once her third cup was presented, she only focused on Cloe.

Max took her to a lonely place just outside of the city, a spot in the woods that she had always enjoyed visiting when she lived here. There they talked mostly about what it would be like to come home to Mr and Mrs Caulfield as Cloe kept calling them.

“I promise you Cloe they’ll love you, they always have.” Max said.

“I know,” Cloe began, “but what if I don’t?”

“Sure you will,” Max said, hugging Cloe tightly, “and I know it’s going to be hard at first, you’ve just lost everyone, first your dad and now your mom. It will take time but you’ll get there. I swear to you.”

Cloe did not answer her right away, it looked like she was thinking. Max could see deep thoughts going through her head, she could almost smell it on her skin, or so she imagined. After five minutes she just nodded and looked at Max. Max decided to take this opportunity and kiss her.

Her hand went up to Cloe’s cheek and lightly caressed it before her mouth came in contact with Cloe’s lips. She responded well and soon opened her mouth fully to embrace her deeper. Their kiss was warm and caring, not hot and sexy, just loving and slow. Their tongues danced to and fro, back and forth, their saliva mixed together to form a wonderful mess in their mouths and their love was even further deepen.

It took them a few more minutes after the kiss ended to get up and go over to the car and drive to Max’s parent’s house. The whole trip there Cloe only asked which way to go and Max only showed her where to turn and before they knew it, they were there.

Then they stood in front of the house, a small house with two floors. Cloe had learned during their trip that the upper part of the house was just two rooms, one was an office for Ryan and the other had been her room. What it was now thou was anyone’s guess but she did not think they had made any larger changes to it as they wanted their girl to come home after her studies in Arcadia Bay.

Max took Cloe’s arm and walked up to the front door.

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Hope you enjoyed it.

Cya

So Fuckin Tired

I am so fuckin tired. So very fuckin tired. I got up at 19:05 yesterday... which means that by this time, I've been awake for just over 22 hours. I want to sleep, sleep and forget everything for the next few hours, how ever long I sleep. But as of yet, I cant.

So here's the run down. As I've told you, I owe money. Lots of it. But I've gotten some so I've been able to pay bills today (yey?), now I've payed the most important ones but not the bill for the apartment. I've been in touch with my half-dad... the only dad I actually care about and that I know cares about me as well. I haven't even told my real dad about these issues as I know he'll just give me grief and shit before I have to wait to see if he'll actually help me out. And knowing him, he would never help me out in a fashion that I need.
So I called my half-dad, and I call him that becouse he's no longer married to my mom, and asked him for help. Now he's not a rich guy by any stretch, but he'll help me to pay the bill for the apartment which I am very glad for. Currently I'm waiting for the messege saying that the money has been transfered to my account and I'll pay the bill.

But that bill isn't the only one. There is also 3 or 4 other bills that needs to be paid. One of which I dont even want to pay as I had told them I did not want the damn spot several months ago... all thou now, maybe I wont have to pay them any more as they have most likely "tossed my ass to the curb". But the bill is still over 10 000 skr. I don't have that much money. I will never have that much money unless I get a job and something tells me noone will hire me due to various details (I know I'm being sceptical, I know I will find a job eventually).

So yea... I'm in deep shit.

Hope it'll end soon enough.

Cya

Part Two I Guess

Yes it's been a long time since my last update. But I'm miserable at the moment and that gives me some rights to not write anything okey? The reason I am miserable is becouse I've still to get any money, which means that I have not payed a single bill now for the third month in a row, well one bill have been payed and that is helping me stay here. But yea, that's it. I have no idea how long I have before the internet is shut down, my phone is already switched off for calls and internet. All this for the try of starting a company...

So I thought it was time for chapter 2 of the Life is Stragne story I've writen.

It's shorter then the first chapter too... which is nice I suppose.

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Chapter 2

They passed the slot that the waitress had pointed them too and found a small forest path a little further down the road that split into a larger road and one that was rarely used. They took the one that were rarely used and drove down it for a few minutes until there was no one that could see them. With the engine turned off they looked at each other and at the same time said; “I’m hungry.”

After a laugh they dug up the food from the bag and took it to the back of the pickup. Sitting on the end on the truck they enjoyed their meal. The forest was silent and still, a few birds could be heard and the sun came through the canopy of the trees and the weather was warm and nice. The chicken with potatoes that Cloe had picked was not that tasty, but it did the job of filling them up. But once the food had been eaten and the trash had been put in a plastic bag Cloe found in the glove compartment, Max got nervous. Like really nervous. She had never had sex before and the kiss that she and Cloe shared only 10 minutes ago or so were the first kiss she had ever had. She did like it, loved it in fact, but sex? She always thought that the first time would be with a boy but she never found one that would even talk to her. And in Seattle finding a boy that would take her virginity was next to impossible with her shyness not to mention the anxiety that she had to take pills for. She was just about to say something when she felt her phone buzzling in her pocket. She was safe for a bit longer. She took out the phone and looked at who it was.

“It’s mom.” She said sully.

“Well answer it silly!” Cloe said while she jumped off the car and went to the front of the car.

Max clicked the answer and put the phone to her ear.

“Hey mom.”

“Oh my god, Max you’re alive, you’re alive!” Vanessa Caulfield sounded truly happy to hear her daughter, to know that she was alive Vanessa started to talk fast and as it seemed, without taking a breath. Ryan also came to the phone equally happy. They spoke for a few minutes, Max filling them in on Cloe and the loss she had had and that they were together, about the storm in Arcadia and that they now were on the road. Vanessa told them they should come home, both of them, as soon as possible. Max looked over to Cloe and just told them to hold on a second.

“Mom says we should go to Seattle. You are welcome as well.”

Cloe just shrugged and said that it sounded good to her and Max told her mother. They spoke for a bit more before Max could hang up. She put the phone back in the pocket and walked over to Cloe. She took her hands in hers and looked at her with a small smile.

“You’ll love Seattle, I guarantee it.”

“Yea I know.” Cloe said. “You said so earlier, but I still feel like I’m imposing or something.”

“You won’t be imposing because you’ll be with me, right?”

Cloe smiled and leaned her head against Max’s, took a deep breath and just said; Yea.

They just stood like that for a bit. Head against head, closed eyes and breathing. It was magical. It was everything that Max could ever hope for, a magical time with Cloe, deep in a forest of calmness and stillness. The whole world just seemed to accept them, standing there in a kind of hopelessness and sad yet happy spot. Max really loved Cloe, and Cloe really loved Max.

That is when Cloe yawned. A heavy long yawn.

Max kissed her lightly and just took her hand and walked to the front door of the car.

“Come on sweetie, we need some sleep.” She said as she opened the door.

“No we’re gonna fuck. Right?” Cloe really did want to have sex with Max and Max knew that even she wanted that, but they were tired from not sleeping the night before.

“Tell you what, we’ll get naked, put the blanket over us and then we’ll just see what happens.” Max knew they were going to sleep, the look in Cloe’s eyes said as much, and Max knew she would fall asleep as well.

After the car door had been closed and they had started taking their clothes off Cloe gave her another yawn and after that she had to admit to herself and to Max that yes, they needed sleep more than sex. Cloe still took off every piece of clothing as did Max. They placed the pillows against the passenger door, the blanket above them and some of the cloths on top of the blanket.

Max could feel the naked skin of Cloe on her own skin. Her left hand felt the side of the Cloe’s stomach but did not hold it there, it wandered, up and down and side to side. She felt a breast, the butt and the hair over her vagina. She felt the inside of her leg and as soon as she felt it she removed her hand quickly and looked up.

Cloe was already sleeping. After being awake for almost two days Max was not really surprised, she needed to sleep. Max just put her head against her shoulder, nuzzled her nose against her chin and took a deep breath, inhaled the smell of Cloe, making sure she would never forget this wonderful, and a bit icky, smell. They needed a shower, both of them, so it might have been a good thing they never had sex.

Max wondered what they would do tomorrow and if Cloe would drive straight to Seattle or if they would take a detour to see things along the way. Whatever she decided she knew she would not complain, she would love every second of it because they would be together.

She fell asleep shorty after. Sleeping naked half on top of Cloe, hugging her closely, loving her with every heartbeat.

... to be continued.

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Yea so that's the second chapter. Hope you enjoyed it. And if you did not... well to hell with it.

Cya