Well the snow is gone... for now. It'll return later I'm sure. But the weather is what it is and right now it's warm. And to be honest, I like it warm. Now according to the weather guys over at... umm.. where ever they are, this winter will be the meanest in the last 5 years. And I'm fine with that, I realy am, but so far this mean fuckin winter has not begun as of yet.
Now as many of you are well aware of I'm in a bit of economic situation... to but it bluntly, I'm fucking poor as hell at the moment. But this did not stop me from BUYING.... buying... a game on steam.
Now I have yet to open the game. It's installed on the computer, but thats it. I will not start it yet.
I. WILL. NOT. BEGIN. PLAYING!!!
Reason? Only the first 2 episodes are out and I want the third episode to come out before I start up on the game. And I can't wait to begin it. What? What game is it? Oh you want to know what game it is that makes me wait for the last episode to come out before I start the game... I see... Well lean in children, lean in... it is... .. . Life is Strange: Before the Storm
Oh how I've longed for anything "Life is Strange" since I finished the first one... 67 times, recorded it and then watched it 4 times. Goddamn... I do love Max Caulfield and Cloe Price. I do love them beyond anything else, and for two different reasons. And I do indeed hope they are now together (I know it's a damn game, let me fantasize damn it) and that they love eachother beyond what I could make up and are happy...
I want that...
So when Life is Strange 2 comes out I sure do hope it's about the girls a few years later, that they are together and that one of the scenes will have them laying in bed, nude but unseen obviously, entangled and kissing.
I would give my right arm for that fucking scene dude!!
Cya
My life, with everything that entails. Toughts, ideas, games... what ever I feel like writing.
lördag 25 november 2017
tisdag 14 november 2017
First Coming Down
So went to town today, twise to be precise. The first time I went it was good weather, a few degrees below freezing, but all in all, very nice. So I went to town to get tickets for Justice League but ofcourse, I was too quick on the matter as the place hadn't opened yet.
As I have no more then a hundred meters home... it starts to snow. Now the snow was small, so small it felt almost like rain, but it was snow. And as I went out again at 3 o'clock, the ground was really white. Like snowwhite. That white.
It's so beautiful now, so very beatuiful that I did not want to let you be without this news. Our first snow for this winter has come ladies and gents. The first snow in our small town of Västerås.
Today is a good day.
Cya
As I have no more then a hundred meters home... it starts to snow. Now the snow was small, so small it felt almost like rain, but it was snow. And as I went out again at 3 o'clock, the ground was really white. Like snowwhite. That white.
It's so beautiful now, so very beatuiful that I did not want to let you be without this news. Our first snow for this winter has come ladies and gents. The first snow in our small town of Västerås.
Today is a good day.
Cya
Epilogue Frost
It is very early in the morning and I would wager that the ground outside is somewhat white. Now I haven't bothered actually looking yet and I have no intention of doing that either. Yesterday morning the ground was somewhat white, frost, lovely lovely frost on the ground.
Still have not found a job. Started growing bored of it all and now I'm just sedning the bare essentials. I cant write a personal messege everytime I apply for a position, it's just too fucking boring. Well not the counseling jobs obviously as I want those. But all the others? Yea, bare minimum of data is sent to those.
So you ready for the last part of the story? No? Well I guess you can come back later to read it.
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Still have not found a job. Started growing bored of it all and now I'm just sedning the bare essentials. I cant write a personal messege everytime I apply for a position, it's just too fucking boring. Well not the counseling jobs obviously as I want those. But all the others? Yea, bare minimum of data is sent to those.
So you ready for the last part of the story? No? Well I guess you can come back later to read it.
---
Epilogue
Max got home
from work late as usual, Cloe was cooking food in the kitchen when she kicked
off her shoes. Their apartment was not large, it was basically a small hallway,
kitchen and a larger room with a queen sized bed, couch, tv and a bookshelf.
They did have a balcony all thou it was rather empty with only two chairs,
luckily the balcony faced the way of the sun going down which meant they could
sit out there and watch it every night. All thou they usually had other fun
activities during the evenings.
“Hey honey.” Max
gave her a kiss on the cheek as she entered the kitchen and put her bag on the
table. “How was work?”
“Work was great,
even got a pay increase.” Cloe took the fryer off the stove and shoved Max out
of the way to get the plates out of the covert. “And how was yours?”
“Well,” Max
started but held on to what she was about to say to help Cloe out with putting
out the plates and glasses and the cutlery, “I realized something today.”
“You realized
that you actually hate me and can’t wait to get me out our home right?” Cloe
said with a laugh, she knew full well that was never going to happen, but it
was still a good joke and Max felt she wanted to keep at it, but she held it
in.
“I haven’t taken
any of my pills in almost a year.”
Cloe stopped in
her steps upon hearing the words. She looked at Max for a long time without a
word, she could not believe her after all, not a single pill in over a year?
“Are… are you
sure Max?” Cloe looked worried, but Max was smiling now.
“Yea, I was at
the doctor a year ago and he cut me off, mainly on a hunch and I still had my
pills. But since then, not a single one.”
Cloe could still
not believe her but she still did. Max would never lie to her about these
things, never in a million years. She did not quite know what to do, she was
obviously happy, Cloe could see that all over her. And if Max was happy, then
she should be as well.
Cloe hugged her
and then she kissed her and then hugged her harder.
Cloe realized
she was actually jumping up and down with Max in her arms. She was happy for
her, so very happy. No more pills, not a single one.
Life is… the
best!
The End
onsdag 1 november 2017
Yellow Leaves
It's the first of November and outside the snow is yet to be seen. All yellow and redish leaves all over the ground with just a few left in the trees. It's autumn, that's a given, and it's still rather warm outside. And that is a surprice. I did not see that coming. A warm november... granted it's just the first so far so it might get realy cold tomorrow, but so far, it's still above freezing.
Well that's enough about the weather huh? It's time for the fifth chapter in my small storyline about Max and Cloe, the young couple from Life is Strange who realize that they are in love with eachother.
So here you go.
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Well that's enough about the weather huh? It's time for the fifth chapter in my small storyline about Max and Cloe, the young couple from Life is Strange who realize that they are in love with eachother.
So here you go.
---
Chapter 5
Today was
Monday. It was a beautiful day outside, even with the grey blanket over the sky
as today was the first day in Max’s life she was no longer a virgin, and the
virginity had been taken by her best friend and lover Cloe. Cloe and Max looked
into each other’s eyes and just laid there, breathing and caressing each other.
Max had a hand on Cloe’s butt at this point and Cloe had her hand on Max’s
face. This morning was the best in the world.
Until the door
opened and Vanessa stepped inside.
“Good morning
swee…” Her look at what she saw made her eyes large and wide open. She did not
say anything, and neither did Max or Cloe, she just backed out and closed the
door. Max and Cloe looked at each other and Max was just about to say something
when the door opened again but this time just an inch and they both heard a
rather joyful ‘Congratulations’ before the door closed again.
Max looked at
Cloe who looked back at her.
“I think my mom
just saw us naked.”
“You know, I
think so too.”
They both
laughed at the whole situation and kissed a warm and long kiss before they got
up and went to the door. They took a quick peek outside and saw nothing so they
went straight in to the small bathroom next to Max’s room and took a long
shower together. It became longer as they could not stop kissing and touching
each other, but in Max’s mind, it was okay to do such things. Mom already knew
about their love, not the way she had planned to tell her, but she knew, and
now dad knew as well. There was never any doubt in Max’s mind that Ryan and
Vanessa would approve of her relationship with Cloe, but to find out about it
that way was not what she had envisioned.
After the shower
they took another look outside before the snuck back in her room to dress and
then go down for breakfast. Cloe and Max did not quite know what to wear, all
their cloths were dirty so they had to have something new on and Max stood and
rummaged through her wardrobe after various articles. The problem was that she
was naked when she did it and Cloe could not hear a word she said as she was
hypnotized by her behind. Cloe just stood there, dreaming, while Max took out
one piece of clothing after another and just as she was about to go to her and
caress her butt Max turned around and presented her with a shirt she actually
liked.
While they put
on some new cloths they spoke about what just had happened, not about what had
happened in the shower but with Max’s mother seeing them lying entangled and
naked in bed. Max could hardly talk about it, it was a bit embarrassing after
all, but she agreed with Cloe that it was kind of funny as well.
“I mean come on,
sure she saw us naked, but she’s a girl after all, a woman right?” Cloe pressed
on, gently but still.
“Yea I know but
it’s still my mom, she saw us naked Cloe. I can’t forget that shit.”
“I know sweetie
but look at it from the positive side, now we won’t have to wonder how to tell
em.”
Cloe was right,
mom and dad were now in on the whole thing and it would be so much easier to
tell them now. Sure the first hour or so would be grueling hell with their
congratulations and hugs and what not, but in the end they knew and that was
all that mattered.
“All right,
let’s go honey.” Max said and took Cloe’s hand and walked out of the room.
When they came
down to the kitchen, holding hands and looking somewhat innocent, they were
greeted by Max’s parents who looked like they had won the lottery or something.
Max got a hug from her mom right away and her dad walked up to Cloe and took
her under one of his arms.
“Welcome to the
family Cloe.” Ryan looked happy which Cloe thought was a bit crazy but still
very nice. Vanessa let go of Max just then and hugged Cloe next.
“We are so happy
for you sweetie, so very happy.” Vanessa kept hugging Cloe until she felt a bit
awkward but then she went back to Max and hugged her again. It was obvious that
she really like that Max had found a girlfriend, but Cloe could not forget that
she was that girlfriend, and that Max was a girl herself. It all felt a bit
weird. They accepted them, as they were, not just as two girls who had found
love, but that they had found love in each other as well. Cloe tried to
forget that whole thought process and just try and get some breakfast.
At the table
they talked, mostly about them obviously, but also about other things, thanks
to Max. Cloe looked at Max as much as possible, mainly to look at the woman she
was now in love with, but also to see what she would say to her parents and so
far she had not said a single thing that she would disagree with. Everything
she said was perfect. She kind of hated Max for being so perfect. But she loved
her, she knew that and she would love her forever.
After breakfast
her parents went to work and all thou Vanessa wanted to stay behind Max did
talk her out of it. It took Vanessa another half hour to get out of the house
but after that, they were alone. Max did not let a minute pass before she was
all over Cloe. She kissed her and hugged her with a passion that Cloe had never
felt before, well, she did feel it last night, but today was a bit different as
it was faster and hotter until she smashed in to the wall. Cloe did not let up
thou as she held on to her as well and kissed her with the same vigor and
stamina.
*
The week went
well, Max found a school she could go to in Seattle, not as good as Blackwell
but it would do, and Cloe even found a part time job being a waitress at a
restaurant, she was going to start working in two weeks. She never liked to
hang out in the Caulfield house but it was growing on her due to Max, both her
room and Max herself.
Vanessa and Ryan
had tickets for a movie and were going to diner first so now they were alone
again. Max decided to take a shower so Cloe cooked up a plan. They had made
love every night since they came home but she needed more, or at least she
wanted more now, so after the shower she was going to give Max the ultimate
orgasm.
Once the shower
was over Max went back to her room to find Cloe standing there with only her
underwear on and a wicked smile across her face. Max was about to ask her what
she was up to when she came over to her and gave her a small kiss then turned
her around and took her towel off.
“What are you
doing?” Max asked silently, almost a whisper.
“Max, shut up.”
Was all the answer she got.
Cloe pushed her
to one of the walls and kissed her neck. Then she did something Max had never
imagined. She felt Cloe move a hand towards her butt and in under. As soon as
she touched her Max could not help herself but she let out a small moan.
“I’m gonna give you at least two orgasms Max, so get ready.”
This made Max
moan even more as she turned her head and got a kiss from her.
Cloe managed to
give her the two orgasms.
---
Cya
lördag 28 oktober 2017
What the Hell
Goddamn it!! What the flying fuck are they doing over there? I still haven't gotten any money. It should have come in yesterday, but today, still nothing. I just don't get it, how do they work over there? Do they work? And if they do, are they all retarded?
Shitballs...
So I've searched for more jobs, still nothing. I've played games, Sims 4, Fallout 4, Warhammer 40k... that's alot of 4's I've been playing... but yea thats life at the moment.
But I will be able to use my phone soon as I've ordered a cash card and as soon as it arrives I'm gonna fill it up with the cheapest version I can, the 99skr, so I can call people again, call em and tell em to go fu... umm.. to tell em I can't pay em yet. And then just hope that they understand and let me go a few more days before I actually pay.
Fucknugget...
Cya
Shitballs...
So I've searched for more jobs, still nothing. I've played games, Sims 4, Fallout 4, Warhammer 40k... that's alot of 4's I've been playing... but yea thats life at the moment.
But I will be able to use my phone soon as I've ordered a cash card and as soon as it arrives I'm gonna fill it up with the cheapest version I can, the 99skr, so I can call people again, call em and tell em to go fu... umm.. to tell em I can't pay em yet. And then just hope that they understand and let me go a few more days before I actually pay.
Fucknugget...
Cya
söndag 22 oktober 2017
Forth Chapter and Even Playing
It is Sunday! And today I have decided to give you the next part of the story. But first I'm gonna tell you abit about what is going on. What is going on is... umm.. I don't really know to be honest. This week has been hell, that's for sure, no work found, my phone is still dead but I have gotten some money so I wont starve until the next paycheck.
I have started up the game again, Life is Strange, because I wanted to record it so I can watch it when ever I like. The first episode was 1 hour and 37 minutes, the second was a wee bit longer and the third still a weee weeeeeee bit longer then that. But honestly, I can't get it into my head that they aren't that long. I mean yes, I do know what to do now that I've played it alot, but still.
Anyway, you want the story and I want to give it to you. So here it is.
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I have started up the game again, Life is Strange, because I wanted to record it so I can watch it when ever I like. The first episode was 1 hour and 37 minutes, the second was a wee bit longer and the third still a weee weeeeeee bit longer then that. But honestly, I can't get it into my head that they aren't that long. I mean yes, I do know what to do now that I've played it alot, but still.
Anyway, you want the story and I want to give it to you. So here it is.
---
Chapter 4
“Mom! Dad! We’re
home!” Max yelled out clear and relaxed. Cloe did not say anything, in fact she
was standing slightly behind Max and looked slightly scared. Why Cloe looked
scared thou Max couldn’t quite figure out, sure she was nervous for the meet,
but she loved Ryan and Vanessa, this was something Max knew, but for now all
she wanted was to see her mother and father.
There came a
scream and from around the corner Vanessa came running. She almost fell into
the arms of Max and hugged her hard, shortly after Ryan came as well and he
hugged both Max and Vanessa.
“Hi mom and
dad.” Max could not really say much else as she was being smothered under all
those arms. And all the time her mother just kept sobbing and saying things
like ‘she’s home she’s home’ and ‘my baby is safe’. Cloe just stood there,
smiling softly and looking at the three hugging in a ball of both joy and
sadness. But before she knew it a hand from Ryan came flying up and grabbed her
and then a hand from Vanessa and she was thrust in to the same ball and got a
hug as well.
There they
stood, in the hallway, just hugging. For Max it seemed as thou they only stood
for a second, for Cloe it felt a little longer but she did not want it to end
just as Max did not want it to. But after a few minutes it did. Vanessa simple
looked at Max and then Cloe and then she kissed them both before she wiped her
tears away.
Over diner, and
well after, they just sat together and talked. Both Max and Cloe did not
mention the fact that Max had had the ability to rewind time, so instead they
spoke about what had happened during the week, about the good things as well as
the bad. About Blackwell and about Mr Jefferson and how he had setup a dark
room where he took his unknowing victims to photograph them and how many of
them had ended up dead, either by his hand or by their own. They also spoke
about Nathan, Warren and Kate and how they all fit in to the story, and
naturally that they were now all dead due to the storm, or presumed dead. They
spoke a lot about Joyce and William and how Cloe was doing. She did not want to
talk about it but as this was not her home she kind of just had too, and she felt
afterwards that it was good that they did speak of it.
It was well
after elven at night when they finally let them go to bed, Vanessa insisted
they would find a good bed for Cloe as soon as they woke up the next day and
until then she would have to share the bed with Max. Something that both of
them did not mind one bit. Max found that she was really looking forward to
going to bed, not to sleep, but to make love to Cloe and after a quick look at
Cloe after hearing the news about the bed, she knew what she was thinking as
well. They had not told them yet about their new found love and as they saw it,
they could wait a bit with it as well.
Once they were
alone they went up stair as Ryan and Vanessa went to their bedroom. Once they
entered Max’s room Cloe took the whole room in. Not a word was said as she
looked around, from the bed to the table to the posters on the walls.
The room was
spotless to a degree that she could not believe Max had done but that Vanessa
had done from time to time. Not even a piece of clothing lying around, but
beyond that the room looked like a place for Max. Books about photography all
over the bookshelves, posters of indie rock stars and papers and pencils on the
table and desktop. The room itself was big, much bigger than her room had ever
been, at least twice the size, and it looked really nice and comfy and a
perfect home.
“It’s a nice
room Maxy, real nice.” Cloe said as she turned around to face her, but Max did
not answer her but instead took a step forward and on one foot, or the toes to
be more precise, she embraced her and kissed her and she did not let go. Cloe
could do nothing but accept the kiss and to tell her she liked it she leaned
her head to the side and opened her mouth. The kiss became warmer and wetter in
a second, and as they stumbled to the bed it became hotter as well. They only
stopped kissing when Cloe bumped in to the bed and fell down on it, this made
Max hide a laugh behind her hand but quickly took off her shirt and threw it on
the floor. Cloe did not want to wait any longer either, so she took off her own
shirt and then she grabbed a hold of Max’s pants and started to unbutton them.
Max just stopped in her tracks as her pants were being taken off and let her
hands run through Cloe’s hair and as soon as her pants dropped down to the
floor Cloe looked up and Max kissed her again. This kiss did not end with just
a quick peck but continued even as she took the pants away from her feet and
when she started to open Cloe’s pants. The kiss continued as they removed each
other’s bras and panties and did not stop until they were both in bed, Cloe on
top of Max.
“Wait.” Max
said, unsure as how she would continue. The look of anticipation in Cloe’s eyes
read both hot and wondering. She was so beautiful and so sexy and so hot that
she knew she could not hold this in any longer. “I’m a virgin.” Max just laid
there, naked and exposed, with the words just lingering in the air. It was like
they had not yet reached Cloe, or that they had but Cloe had not reacted to
them yet, or perhaps it was just all in her head. She wanted an answer,
anything really, but she wanted an answer.
Cloe leaned down
to her, her lips were so close, and she felt her warm breath on her face, on
her own lips. The smell of Cloe permeated through the whole world.
“Not in the
morning.” She whispered.
Max became so
happy to the words that she was no longer worried that she moved her head up
the last inch and kissed her again. Cloe responded well and sank down to her as
she deepened the kiss. Max could feel every inch of her beloved laying there on
top of her, every inch of skin that touched her skin, her heart beat and her
breathing and her hands, her hands, her hands were everywhere, on her back and
on her arms, on her stomach and her breasts, on her thighs and even on the
inside on the thighs and then on her vagina. The feeling was the best feeling
she had ever felt, she was ready to receive and to give, to give and receive
over and over and over again. Kisses and tongues and touches and caresses. She
wanted nothing else and needed nothing else. All she wanted was Cloe and her
hands, her mouth and her very being.
Feeling Cloe’s
hand on her most private area did not upset Max, it did feel unfamiliar but not
unpleasant, it felt like warm hug, a hug from a loved one, it felt wonderful.
She thought of giving Cloe the same treatment, to put her hand on Cloe as well,
to put it on her vagina but as she thought it she also realized that she had
already put her hand there and even had a finger inside her. Had this been a
few weeks ago she would have stopped it all at this point but tonight she just
kept going, and going and going as Cloe did.
After using
nothing but their fingers Cloe aborted it all which sent shockwaves through
Max, had she done anything wrong, had she not been giving Cloe enjoyment and
pleasure as well and she was just about to open her mouth when she saw that all
Cloe really did was turn around, not to put her back to Max but to give her
hear rear end. Max understood why Cloe had stopped now, she understood why she
had stopped and turned around for, truth to be told, she kind of wanted the
same thing.
When she had a
set of new lips in front of her she never hesitated for a second and went
straight in and kissed them. Letting her mouth open and kissing these new lips
with a vigor and determination that she had never felt before. Cloe’s vagina
tasted so good she thought she was in a dream world, that she would soon wake
up from that dream world and realize that she did not taste good but then
Cloe’s words reached her and she knew that what it tasted was true.
“Oh god Max, are
you… are you… god damn it… are you sure you’ve never done this before?” Cloe
managed to say between Max’s frantic eating and drinking of her wonderful
juices. And as Max never answered but kept going as if Cloe had never said a
word she dove down to her own price, eating and drinking of her own.
It did not take
long for Cloe to feel the orgasm coming and once it came she had to bite down
hard on her own hand in order to not be heard through her scream. She took a
deep breath after that and changed her position so that she was not in full
control between Max’s legs. She shifted her a quarter of the way so she could
be sitting on the floor in a hunkered down position while giving Max the
ultimate pleasure.
It did not take
Max long to reach her own orgasm and placed both of her hands over her mouth to
not be heard but she could not hear herself. She could not hear anything
outside of herself, just her heartbeat and her blood pumping and of course the
mighty thunder of the orgasm.
After they had
both had an orgasm they just snuggled up in a ball of love and warmth and fell
asleep in each other’s arms, naked and on top of the cover.
Today had been a
wonderful day.
- to be continued
---
Cya
onsdag 18 oktober 2017
Hiccups Deluxe
Since i got up today I have had hiccups (or how ever you wish to spell it). Not constantly ofcourse as I know how to get rid of it, but what I mean is I have had one hell of a day due to hiccups. It started maybe an hour after I woke up, thought nothing of it and just continued my day. After maybe 10-15 minutes after it had stopped, or maybe I stopped it, it started up again, and again I thought nothing of it.
But since then it has done just that, started ended and then waited for a few minutes before begining again. It's fuckin hell man! Now if it was just normal hiccups I wouldn't mind all that much, but these fuckers are horrible. Half of the times it actualy hurts my inards, it actually hurts my plexus. It's fuckin mad.
In other news, I haven't writen anything in a while, a few days, which is rather stupid as I know what will happen in the story, but still, I haven't writen it down. I don't know why but it might be that it's just too much in one go and that is what keeps me from writing. Today, obviously, I haven't writen anything due to my issue, but the others?
Oh yea... almost forgot to tell you, I have started to play Warhammer Online: Age of Reckoning again. It's back up! Not by the company that made it but by some folks who missed it. The sent me an email telling me about it so just jumped on that "bandwagon" and started downloading the game and installing it (which went really quickly) and started to play. I have picked a Zealot, female ofcourse, and a few others just for fun. But the Zealot is a healer which I got to tell you, is not easy to play PvE with, but in PvP it's a lot easier. I have been racking up kills, not by me ofcourse but by helping as that also counts in this game, and I have already gotten a renowned level the same level as I am, not so much to talk about I suppose but I still like it.
Sometimes I do miss my old characters but as they started from scratch I would too.
Well that's it for now, just one more thing. I had a hiccups the last few minutes, started when I wrote about the writing and ended by the middle of the gaming news.
/sigh
Cya
But since then it has done just that, started ended and then waited for a few minutes before begining again. It's fuckin hell man! Now if it was just normal hiccups I wouldn't mind all that much, but these fuckers are horrible. Half of the times it actualy hurts my inards, it actually hurts my plexus. It's fuckin mad.
In other news, I haven't writen anything in a while, a few days, which is rather stupid as I know what will happen in the story, but still, I haven't writen it down. I don't know why but it might be that it's just too much in one go and that is what keeps me from writing. Today, obviously, I haven't writen anything due to my issue, but the others?
Oh yea... almost forgot to tell you, I have started to play Warhammer Online: Age of Reckoning again. It's back up! Not by the company that made it but by some folks who missed it. The sent me an email telling me about it so just jumped on that "bandwagon" and started downloading the game and installing it (which went really quickly) and started to play. I have picked a Zealot, female ofcourse, and a few others just for fun. But the Zealot is a healer which I got to tell you, is not easy to play PvE with, but in PvP it's a lot easier. I have been racking up kills, not by me ofcourse but by helping as that also counts in this game, and I have already gotten a renowned level the same level as I am, not so much to talk about I suppose but I still like it.
Sometimes I do miss my old characters but as they started from scratch I would too.
Well that's it for now, just one more thing. I had a hiccups the last few minutes, started when I wrote about the writing and ended by the middle of the gaming news.
/sigh
Cya
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