Strange Bedtimes

Last time I had strange bedtimes was not that long ago to be perfectly honest with you. The last time was just a few weeks ago really. But any how, yes, the times I am awake is rather out there, got up yesterday at 22:10, 2 hours before the next day. But not to worry, that's actually a good thing, I was worried that I was going to wake up while it was still daylight out but nope, I slept passed it, well passed it as well.
Been up since then, playing Fallout 4 and watching some videos on the tube. In Fallout I have started a new character... for the 100th time now... that is currently just over level 50, which btw is amasing as I have not had a single character over level 50 in ages! I usually just start a new girl (yes I only play girls) around level 30 or something due to various reasons.

So what I have been doing latetly? Well I've been writing and playing pc games. That's pretty much it really. And I've had some fun, no doubts about it, fun has been had. So besides the gaming, what have I been writing? Well my book. I've started again, from scratch, which means that it's boring... well right now it is. But I still want the story out there so I'll get through it eventually. All thou I am kind of busy writing other things as well. I did write a "fan-made" love story about my newest favorite girls in the gaming world, Max and Cloe... the two girls in the image at the top of this site... incase you needed a hint. Now that story was writen in haste, for what reason, I don't know, so it's not the best story ever. But it was enoug for me at the time, and at that time, the story was meant mostly for me and noone else. I did how ever share it on my wordpress site... but perhaps I should share it here as well?

Anyway, that's it for now. I'll talk to you later.

Cya

I'm Back!

Well now... it's been around a year... a damn year!! Since I wrote something on this blog. Now I don't know about you, but that is too damn long. A year of nothing only to try and get this blog up and running again like nothing special has happened.

Well what ever the case I'm gonna try and get it up and post some various stuff like updates on my life, writing, gaming and what ever else is happening in my little life. Sound good to you? Good.

The past year, what has happened? Firstly, I wont go into details, that's pointless, noone wants to know anyway. Secondly I wont tell you EVERYTHING, why you ask? Couse noone want that either. So now I will go through what has happened over the last year in very few words...

Ehemm..

First I got fired from my job, sad I know, but fuck it right?
Second I ended my studies and became a Sex Advisor, got a diploma to prove it.
Thirdly I started a new business about the "second" thing. That didn't go so well as I had heard that everyone, and I mean everyone, had said that it was needed... too bad that everyone that actually needed it never had the guts to actually call and get advice.
Fourth... well now I'm back here.

So what am I going to do now? Finding a job obviously but when you are 39, almost 40, it's almost impossible to find a job. It was a 1000 times easier when I looked for the job I had earlier. And to top that it was a million times easier a mere 10 years ago.
So without a job, no money. No money... well then you are where I am right now. Gonna get my ass to the unemployment office on monday (again, don't ask) to get myself under the unemployed catagory and get some money from some goverment branch, or I'll be writing this from the couch of someone who will be kind enough to let me stay with them.
But I'm not worried... yet.

But I have been in the business of selfemployed and seen that whole thing from the inside... it sucks at the moment... and I've crashed that into the hole.

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Also I've changed the image uptop. It's of Max and Cloe from the game Life is Strange. I love them, both of em. And since I suck ass at doing anything like making my own images in such a fashion, I had to find it somewhere. Now if the original owner of this image find this spot and don't want me have it up there, then show me evidence of your ownership (I know that will probably be somewhat impossible) and I will be more then happy to take it down.

Cya

Some Ideas

I had some ideas yesterday. Ideas about the blog itself.
Thinking that it might need something. Something new and exciting.
Not to mention permanent.

But after this, I kind of blew my trail of thoughts. I mean, sure, it's fine to have an idea, an idea that could potentially have value for others beyond just random shit on the web like gaming, writing and other uselss things.
So I was thinking, that perhaps later on, I would try and either change this blog into something, or create a new one with all the "good stuff".

I have no idea realy.
I have zero ideas of what to do.
On one hand, I have my writing, on the other I have gaming. On the third hand I have mindless shit, and on the forth I have sex.

So here's the question.
What do you guys wanna see more of?

Cya

Next Adventure

So tonight I'll be going out to the pub for a few drinks and talks.
It's gonna be so great!
Why you ask? Well it's because I'm going there to meet DSV!! It's gonna be great I tell ya!!
What? Whats DSV? Oh thats right, you probably have no idea what the fuck I'm talking about. Well, DSV stands for Darkside Västmanland. It's a group I joined a while back on Darkside. It's like a social community on the web, but specificly for "wierdos", or you know, the people that likes the wierder form of sexual activities, like bondage or what have you.
It's a great group of people, love em all.

So anyway, yea, I'm going down town later tonight, for a few drinks. Gonna be great right?

Cya

WTF Fantasy

So I've played a bit of Final Fanasy X. It's great, but at times, like right now, it's alot of grinding. But all this grinding, had me wonder what I had missed.
I had missed this sunday edition!! But so far, I have time.

So what is it all about? Well, it's about Tidus, the main character, who gets sucked up and are wielded forward in time a thousand years.
Yey, fun stuff.
Anyway, this place is completetly new to him and he doesn't know jack shit about the world he now finds himself in. Nothing. And naturally, this causes him some issues. But luckily, he learns that coming into contact with Sin (that big ass monster that destroys everything) can have some serious repercussions due to it's poison.
So he plays along for a bit, getting into trouble with the locals, and ends up being a guardian for Yuna, the summoner.

Yea, he probably should have just stayed in Luca, not gone looking for Auron, or Sir Auron, and just should have had a soda and find some place nice to live.
But no. Not this guy.
So now he's a guardian, and he has fallen in love with the summoner, Yuna, that he is not suppose to do. And to top that.. he just found out that she is destined to die.
From fighting Sin.
Die.

Yep, it's a hard live for the citizens of this planet, of this little world.
And can you really blame em?

Cya

Fantasy Work

Off to work tomorrow again! Only eleven hours this time around, but fuck it man, it's work! :) WOHO! Work dude, work!!!
Yup, it's time to get back to it. Back to Ronny and the... umm, the... boring eleven hours of sitting still. Not moving more than absolutely have to, not walking farther than the toilet and never speaking more than a few words.

Naaa, I'm just fucking with ya!! Ronny is cool. Hopefully, it will be good weather tomorrow, then we can go out a bit, check out the babes and what not. Gonna be great.

Was a bit stupid 2 days ago where I bought a game for 25 euros. Final Fantasy X/X-2 HD Remastered. I know, I know I'm so stupid... or... am I?
FFX and FFX-2 are really good games. I mean it too, really good ones.
So what are the games about? Well, I'll fill you in on the first one, Final Fantasy X.
The game starts of in Zanarkand where we meet the star Blitzball player, Tidus! We start off by follow him around town as he makes his way to the field and than on to the field itself.
Unfortunatly, in the middle of the game, shit hits the fans, and the world is starting to break down. But see, it's not a natural thing. It's very UN-natural.
It is Sin!
Yea, so Sin is this big fucking guy that kills at his leisure. Floats around in midair, inside a ball of water, and are just wrecking the shit out town.
That's Sin for ya. A thrashing dude, with a hunger like no other.
Or so you think, cause as he "eats" the Blitzball player and a friend of his... they don't die. They are mysteriously transported 1000 years into the future.
Yea, it's rather cool. It's fucking awesome!!! So yea, get it.

Cya

Perfect Shower

Oh.
My.
God!!

The number of steps taken yesterday... wasn't that bad... but pushing a wheelchair infront of you constantly, yea, that will be hard.
So I was at work yesterday. A 24 hour version. So alot of lunchboxes with me, along with some bed cloth and a few things to make sure my day would be interesting and enjoyable.
Not that I got any use out of the extra stuff, as it went rather quickly. I do fear a bit, that I forgot a few things, or alot of things. But in the end, it was okay.
So that's good.

So now what?
Well, now we get to the actual reason I'm writing. A screen shot of a game. Cause I'm working again tomorrow. Another 24 hour version. So I'm not gonna be online tomorrow, which means I should be preping for tomorrow, today!

So what are we going to show you?

Wow! I'm going there? Like, right away? Umm, okay... I guess... that's a shower. That works. This is something that is needed in a game, to be honest, that is much needed i might add.
For someone that is out fighting in the world all day, a shower is the perfect thing that will be able to relax you when you get home and have some time for yourself.
That and the people that live in the settlement, can use em too.
So yea, that's nice.

This is a shot I took when the Brotherhood of Steel came through the little town of Concord. The first town I came to in the game to rescue the minutemen. And wouldn't you know it? They came along just as I have killed all the enemies, and a trader came through.
Perfect... right?

Cya