Last Day

It is the very last day of the year. Tomorrow, we have to remember to write a 6 at the end of the year instead of a 5... something that will take roughly 2-4 months to master.
So today, it's all about the party of sending off the year 2015 in to oblivion, and welcoming the newly born year 2016. Celebrate it with friends, family and loved ones. Good food, alcohol and fireworks. Just don't try and drink too much alcohol before using the fireworks... that's how you loose something you might need in the future.
Some have to work over midnight thou, so have some respect for them... they would probably want to be drunk and with friends just like you, so have a heart if you catch a bus or something.

Alot of people also do something realy stupid every new years eve... they make a new years resolution. A promise that they will do this and that and what not. If you are one of them, and your resolution is rather grand, like loosing weight or stop smoking or something of the sort, don't tell anyone.
I mean it, do not tell ANYONE, of this resolution. Why? Well the human brain is a little stupid, that if you want to do something big, and you tell people about it, they generally say something like: Good for you! That a girl/boy! I believe in you!
And when you hear that, you get a form saticfation, that tricks your brain to believe that it has already achieved your goal, and thus, you'll far more likely fail than succeed in your endevour. So if you want to make a new years eve resolution, and you want to tell people about it, tell them either after the fact, as in after you have reached your goal. Or tell them, but keep the resolution low and simple... like mine. My official resolution is this: I promice to pee once per day or when ever the need arises. Simple.

Anyway, I hope your 2016 will be better than this year has been. That you get to have fun, feel loved and here's a tip, dance every now and then for no reason what so ever. It's alot more fun than it sounds, and it will make you happy (if for but a moment).

Cya

Fat Man Stupidity

It's sunday! And that means, gaming stuff!! Aren't you happy? Isn't it like there was something missing on Christmas, and now, that dark deep hole in your body is filling up? I knew it, no worries, I have what needs to fill that horrible emptiness.

A Fallout 4 video of my won creation!

Watch how I take a serum to a super mutant scientist, a holotape to a Brotherhood of Steel woman, and report my findings to the Elder of the Brotherhood. But also, help a robot get his hands on another robot, and how much that first robot annoy the shit out me by not understanding that we need to sneak and that the mini nukes from one of the enemies Fat Man weapon, can be rather dangerous. Even my dog gets it!

But as I know some, or perhaps even most of you, won't watch the video, I'll ofcourse add some traditional screen shots for you to enjoy as well.

This place needs a maid. And some dynamite.

I'm so glad this brahmin is dead, cause I'd hate to have eyes like that.

Cya

Finally Over

Christmas is finally over! No more stress over gifts, food and traffic. No more decorations and lights and dying trees in our homes. Even thou some people won't take down their decorations for months (assholes).

But now, another kind of decorations will likely happen... New Years decorations. After that, Valentines decorations, and then Easter Eggs as far as the eye can see. Guess that whole decorations thing will just keep poping up, and in a way, even when there is nothing to celebrate, we decorate anyway, just with things we consider ordinary. Cause we like to decorate our homes. We decorate them with flowers, paintings, photographs of kids and relatives and pets, we put up colourful curtains and porcelain figurines. We decorate with our collections of books, movies and music records.
So in a way, we always have decorations dispayed in our homes. We just forgot that they are indeed decorations in a form of celebration.

So can I truely blame all the Christmas decorations? Not realy, but I still don't like them all that much, specially when previously stated assholes refuse to take em down for months. Once, I saw someone have a bunch of Christmas specific decorations on their balcony well in to the month of May. One and only time so far, that I wished it could be seen as pests, and I were allowed to use a flamethrower to end it all for them. You know, as a civil service.

But enough gibbering, I don't like Christmas decorations after Christmas Day. If you still have them up half way through January, for the love of the gods! Take em down!!

Cya

Institute Hours

Bit late in the evening now for the sunday edition, but there is a rather good reason for this. You see, I wanted to have part 16 of my Fallout 4 game play video out before I posted this, and I started uploading it at noon today... and when it hade still not uploaded after I came home from work, and not even after 11 hours. I stopped it all, closed down the window and upload, and rebooted my computer, cause that had to be done anyway for a different reason.

Well guess what... after I got back online, I tried to upload it again, and 30 minutes later, it was done.
Stupid YouTube.

Anyway, here it is.

And as usual, here are a few screenies for those that have no wish to see the one hour and nine minute long adventure of Me vs. The Institute.

Even in the wasteland, you got to stay buff.

Guess this old lady was lonely at the end... poor girl. At least she had tea.

Strange lights in the distance... or just a massive radiation cloud. I went to find out.

Cya

Sick Weekend

One hell of a forrest cottage.

Not much gaming has been conducted during the weekend. Two reasons for this, first, I have been sick, started on tuesday actually, but didn't realize it fully until the day after. But the sickness did not leave me be when I then traveled to my father in Gothenburg on the friday. Night to saturday I woke up after two hours of sleep drenched in sweat and the night to sunday, it was a very nasty and violent cough that woke me up at around five in the freakin morning.
Second reason... well, I was in Gothenburg you numbnut!

The White Tree

Anyway, I was there to celebrate a bit of Christmas with dear old dad and the other parts of my family down there. It was lovely, lots of pictures of their cats and my nephew of 7 months. As well as some pictures of snowmen made of fake snow.

But as this is a sunday, I kind of "have to" add some gaming news right? Well I do have some. During the week, I uploaded three new episodes of my adventures in The Commonwealth, aka Fallout 4.
The 13th episode, along with the 14th and 15th, can be found here.

I hope you guys enoy them as much as I did making them. If you don't, try not to watch them :P

Cya

Good Day Turned Bad

I started today having a great day. Woke up well, had a good morning, YouTube was a bit on the fritz, but it never bothered me. I went in to town to get the final Christmas gifts, had a talk with a seller of phones and what not, and managed to waste his time for about 10 minutes before he realized, that he couldn't sell me shit. I liked that.

Came to work a bit earlier than usual, about 15 minutes or so. Shortly after my normal hours started, the mother and sister of my "boss" showed up, nice people, stayed awhile too. But it was after they left, that life for me, went down the shitter.

Now I'll try and give you all the details as best I can, but I might forget something, so if you have any questions, go ahead and ask.
I was about to start the food part of my job, when he made a face like you do when you come across something truly foul and said I needed a pill. At first I was a little like: Uhh what? Then he had the balls to tell me that I stank, of smoke. Now I do smoke, pipe tobacco (which most people actually like the smell off, unlike cigarette smoke), so I knew that I smelled of it. But I hadn't had a smoke in about 2-2½ hours, and yet he complained. Now to make all this make sence as to why I hate the fucker for this, is that he has done this before, but at even longer times between my smokes, once, he did it at the end of my shift... when I hadn't smoked in over 6 hours.
But he has ALWAYS managed to complain about it when it has been hours since I've had a smoke, yet he has never ever complained when I have gone out after dinner to have a smoke (which happenes every now and then, but far from every day), and should realy reek of it when I meet and talk to him 5 minutes later... at moments like that, he hasn't noticed shit.

I put that out of my mind, and continue my job.
Later, after I have eaten myself, I realized that I was not needed for at the very least, another half hour, so I lay myself on the couch in the living room, knowing that he will come there when it's time for late evening stuff.
I am somewhere between the waking world, and the dream world, but I hear how he comes out to the living room, and when his hand is removed from the joystick to his electric wheelchair, I get up and start doing the things I know that I am supposed to do.
That is when I get a question that I hear differently than what he actually says.
He asks: Why did you sleep?
I don't get what he is saying, as I clearly was awake enough to actually do my job when it was needed. I didn't miss anything. But I told him that I felt a bit tired so I had a rest.
He then asks this, word for word: Do you want to quit?
As in the job, he asks if I want to quit my job. But that is not what I hear. The tone in his voice, the expression in his face, tells me he is asking me: "I Want You To Quit!"
Then he has the balls to tell me that I should just sleep at night.
Now ofcourse I should sleep at night, but one doesn't simply ask the people that are trying to make a good life for him if they want to quit when they close their eyes for a few seconds.
If I had fallen asleep, a person who cares, would ask perhaps this: Why did you fall asleep? Something wrong? Can I help?
Not "Do you want to quit?"
What if I'm going through something realy bad at home? Maybe I've gotten bad news from my doctor? Maybe it's just that we as humans get a bit more tired during the winter and the days are mostly dark!

But to answer that question, yes, I do want to quit. Cause this isn't the first time he has asked me that question. this isn't the first time he has treated me and every other coworker of mine that has been with him for years, like utter shit.
One of the best assistants he has ever had, had to take sick leave for 2 months due to the shear stress he put her through, and after that, she quit.
I do not want to end up like her.
And I feel myself coming close to it.

I need a new job.

Cya

11+12

11+12=23... but that is not what that title is about. As this is a sunday edition, it's about gaming, naturally. And it's about episode 11 plus 12 that I have uploaded to YouTube. And I'll be doing the same deal I did last week. Give you the link to them both, and a few screenies for those who just can't give a shit... which is most of you :P

So here is the link to episode 11. It's a link to the whole playlist, but it starts at episode 11, so if you want to skip content and just head to the next, it's at the bottom of the playlist. But be warned!!! Both of them, are just a little over 30 minutes long, and episode 12, doesn't even have single shot fired in it. It's completetly action-less. But it is still awesome as hell.

Anyway, here is some screen shots for you who don't have time for such bullshit like gaming videos.

Just a mother alien toy walking her baby alien toy in an abandoned house.

This mannequin got a harsh ending to his non-life.

What the hell did this teddybear do to deserve that?

As the bombs fell... someone was getting a spanking on the toilet.

Well you guys have fun with all of that.

Cya

400 Chickens

This is one of those "wonderful" weeks. One day off from work, and then it's back to work 6 days in a row. Good thing I only work 5-6 hours per day, or I would have made someone change the schedual.

So what to do when I have an off day? Well I vacuumed the apartment, made me sneeze alot, cause not all the dust actually goes IN TO the vacuum cleaner. So that was fun.
I also wanted to go shopping and get food so I could make at the very least 3-4 lunchboxes for my upcoming 6 day work week, but wouldn't you know it. I'ts almost mid-december, and it's raining like we are in the amazons. And it has reached 8 above freezing too, so it's not that far off. One hell of an interesting winter I'd say.
But as luck would have it, my dear sister found out that I was in need of doing some shopping ,and came to pick me up, she was going anyway, so why not pick me up as well. She's a nice sister.
So now I have 2 kilo's of chicken in the freezer (well a few bits of it is not in the freezer), and a bag full of stuff to make my Chicken Stew á la Asia (with pineapple).

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Since it is drawing closer to Christmas, I also got some wild idea a few days before december 1st, to make short instagram videos of me "trying to find the Christmas Spirit". One every day until Christmas Day... gonna be interesting to see what I come up with. I know thou what I'm gonna do tomorrow, for today, I sang a Christmas song... ish.

Also.... this is blog post nr 400. Cheesus.

Anyway, have a wonderful friday... unless it's raining like here, in which case I wish you a dry friday.

Cya

10th Installment

Today, I uploaded the 10th episode in my Fallout 4 "playthrough" video list. It's an hour long, and I swear to you, I will try and keep the timing better, so the episodes are more like 30 minutes long.
This episode, I do two things. Next time, I'll do one. I promise (I hope).

Anyway, here it is.

And as per usual, if you don't feel like watching that video, here are some screen shots you can look at instead.

Some raiders really are bored when I'm not there to kill them all.

My private bar, full of Nuka Cola, beer, wine, whiskey and rum. And Piper.

Well that's not a creep tunnel... noooo not at all.

Sometimes it rains, sometimes it's sunny... some times there are radiation storms. 

Cya

Life is Over

My life is over!!! It's over I tell you, there is nothing left for me... for I have just watched the whole series of Star Trek Voyager for the third time. Now, I must go to my grave.
All thou I have to see the new Star Wars movie first, have paid for the tickets after all... and then I have to wait for Deadpool and Superman vs Batman and not to mention the Warcraft movie.
And I have to fix that thing too, and do all of that stuff and thingy I had planed. And get a better physic and stamina.
Watch my neice grow up, cause she's awesome. And see if my brother will produce a kid too.
Also find myself a girl and maybe move in with her. Get a better paying job would be nice so I can help provide for that girl and possible kids that she might have or we'll get.
Travel to those places I want to see...

Okay so I got shit to do, but I promice you, when I'm on my death bed at 110 years old or what ever, I'll end my life!!! Cause there is no more Star Trek Voyager!! Unless I'll rewatch it ofcourse in a few years time.
But then I'll realy won't have anything to live for anymore and end my life at 125!

Naturally, I'll wait for my kids and grandkids to be good and have good lives before I shove such pain on them, but after that, at 130 years of age, I'll end it all!!!

Anyway, it's above zero degrees again outside... we'll see when snow and cold actually comes around.

Cya (no, this is not a serious post)

The Ninth Brother

Guess I've been stuck in Fallout 4 this past week, cause there has been shit I've could have written about during the week, and spare you from just game related stuff on this here blög ;)

But as it stands right now, game releated stuff, is all I got for you. And naturally, it's all about Fallout 4... As it's the only game of interest at the moment.

I've rendered and uploaded the ninth video, and it's a whole hour long! Oh boy oh boy huh? But enough of bad news, the good news ;) is that from the next episode, the game play will be a bit more focused, as in, no more side stuff, no more building stuff and exploring too much. They will be straight forward. Me following the main storyline, the quest to find my protaganist's son, Shaun.

The latest episode can be found here.

If you don't want to watch the episode, I'll give you some fun screen shots to watch instead :)

Piper... didn't you see that there was no chair there?

The things you find at a raider infested location huh?

Anyway, see me help a brother out, or giggle lightly at the above images.

Cya

Wastlanders Ahoy

Noone could have missed it by now right? That fallout 4 came out a few days ago? 5 to be precise. So it should come as no suprice that I got the game. And I've played it, and even recorded some of that play. Now I must warn you, that if you do choose to watch those recordings, the first few has poor sound. The sound of the game is too loud, and thus, my voice sometimes doesn't come out properly. But in the long run, it doesn't matter anyway, as Fallout 4 isn't really a good game for a playthrough thing anyway, it's just too freakin big and will take several hundreds of hours to even come close to complete.

It's been rather fun thou to make the recordings. It's something new, I'm far from an expert, and I don't have the knowhow to make the videos perfect either. Nor do I have the program to make them better. Video Editing Software, is fuckin expensive. The one I am using now, is good, but as I use the free version, I am limited to the amount of options I have to choose from. But I think it worked out rather well in the end, at least for a beginner. Who knows, might make more videos in the future.

The power of a minigun and Power Armour vs puny raiders.

So where are the videos? They are HERE! The whole list is there. I've only uploaded 7 so far, but I have enough recorded material for 2 more videos, and as soon as I've done the rendering thing, I'll upload those too.

What is this? The Tree of Woe?

Well, whether you watch the videos or not, I can tell you, that future videos will be more story driven. Just watching me run around and do 100 000 quests will be boring as shit, so from now on, I'll only record the main quest. We'll see how long that takes. Hopefully, I'll crank out a video every week.

Cya

Uploading Renders

Since Tuesday, I have almost lived Fallout 4, but it took me awhile to start the recording process. But it is now fully under way. I recorded 2+ hours at night after work, and then another 2ish hours or so the following day. The recording I did on the day thou, turned out to be really REALLY lagging, and I can't for the life of me figure out why. Perhaps the traffic during the day is just heavier and somehow impacts my day recording. I doubt that is a viable explanation, as it is a single player game after all, but it's the only one I have at the moment, as the night time recording was virtually free of lag.

Anyway, I've come to the conclusion, without testing it, that I will do all my recording at night, after work, and just do rendering and uploading during the day.

But rendering and uploading to YouTube has been done today, at least the first 4 episodes. Out of currently 7. I'll start recording 8th and up in a bit.

This is how that looked.

Uploading the first video on the left screen, and rendering the 4th(?) on the right screen.

For a free version of a video editing program, Lightworks, it runs very well. Just too bad I can't get higher than 720p, but hey, I won't buy this program until I find myself with a whole slew of followers and eager viewer watching my videos. It is after all mostly a fun little thing for me.

Anyway, I'll give you links and such things to the video list on Sunday. Until then...

Cya

1200 Laughs

2 days to go!!! 2 Days to Fallout 4!!! ARGH!! My gaming fingers are hungry!
Because of this, every game I try to play, is boring me to hell and back after just a few minutes... but I did manage to get my Skyrim play time up and is now at 1200 hours. Always something right? ;)

So I thought I'd give you some nice images from Skyrim, as I will probably not be playing it for awhile now. Might even uninstall it just for kicks. If I ever install Skyrim again, or simply play it... it's gonna be due to my Fallout installation is somehow fucked and I can't play it... and since that is never going to happen... yea, might never play Skyrim again.

Anyway, here are some Skyrim pics.

A saber cat walking around with his buddy the wolf.

Isn't that a lovely tree? And what a nice waterfall too... too bad my characters ass is in the way huh?

So long Skyrim... you have been a great friend and companion. But I need some postapocalyptic wasteland with 1950's technology in my life... Sorry buddy.

Cya

Boys Will Be Boys

"Boy will be boys." That is the line a principal gave a pair of parents when they asked for an explanation as to why the school didn't do anything about the two boys that had been sexually harassing their daughter.
They asked to have the boys removed from the school, but the principal would not do it, and later, those two boys raped one girl and tried to rape another.

When the parents then said that they would not allow their children go to the school, the ASSHOLE principal threatened to call the police on the parents of the abused girl, as it's in the law for children to attend school (which is true ofcourse).

The two boys did not receive a single warning, were not moved from the school, but the parents of the abused child, were given warnings and even threatened with being reported to the police... for protecting their child.
Now the boys, are African, and the father of the abused girl have said that because they are Swedish, they were treated like shit. If the boys had been white Swedish boys, there had been media coverage of the likes you wouldn't believe. But as the boys now were black Africans, they media won't say jack shit, and the affected parents are called racist.

The father made a very good point in the article I read: If my girl had said something stupid to any of them, it would have been an outcry. They would have contacted childwelfare and the girls would be forced to go to classes about how to think and act.

After some time, the principal said that they boys will stay in school, but at different times than the girls, so that they won't meet.
According to me, that is not enough. The case is now in the hands of other agencies, but beyond that, we don't know much else due to confidentiality as the involved children are all under 15 years of age.

I don't know about you, but none of this is okay. It's not okay for anyone at anytime to sexually abuse and rape someone, boys or girls. It's not okay that the colour of your skin should be a factor in whether you are charged with a crime or not. And it is not okay for a school to not do what they can, to protect the children.

Whether you believe this story or not, I leave to you, as I found this story on a news site that is frequently refered to as a racist, rightwing site. But in all honesty, I no longer trust the bigger news sites, channels and papers, to give us the news we need and should be given.
So if you choose to trust this news or not... Well I don't care about that. All I know, is that if it is true, it's horrible and the public should ask for the principal to be releaved of his/her duty and that the girls should be protect far more than the boys.
If it is not, it's still a horrible story, and I hope it never ever happens.

Cya

Bandit Hunting Voyeur

So I was playing a bit of Skyrim today, and as you would expect, I came across a quest, guiding me down a dungeon, to hunt some poor Bandit Boss. Slaughter him, and get the gold!

But now, I have some mods... and one of those mods are called OBIS, which is a "bandit" mod. It gives more different bandits, with mismatching armours and weapons. You get names on bandits that give away what they might have been before, like bandits with the name: Blueblood and be dressed in "Fine Cloths" or Unloyal wearing Imperial or Stormcloak military armour. Basically, different kinds of bandits then the standard one that are just called one of 4 things, Bandit, Bandit Archer, Bandit Lieutenant or Bandit Chef

Or you can also come across bandits like this one, that I am currently introducing to me Dwarven Greatsword. (and yes, it's almost NSFW due to my choice of armour mods and body mods)

Not often you get to kill a ghost. I usually create them after all :P

A few hours later, I came home with a new companion named Annekke Crag-Jumper. She wanted to get her adventuring legs defrosted, and also journey with me to see her daughter. So being the kind hearted woman (in the game) that I am, I said sure, and off we went.
When we came home, I made her some new armour, made some food and checked over my greenhouse. But after that, my iNeed mod told me to get some fuckin sleep, so I went to bed.
Now another mod I have (coupled with a few others)made me wake up after a good 8 hours sleep, and have a morning masturbation session.
And who do I see acting like a voyeur?

Damn it Annekke! Heard of privacy? Either get lost,or finish me off! :P

Cya

Sweety Phone Party

Long weekend is here, granted, started yesterday, but that hardly matters at this moment right? Anyway, I was over at a small little store yesterday to get a new phone, a cellular phone I believe the old people call it... or even, a cordless phone you can use OUTSIDE!!

Anyway, I walk in, and there are loads of people there. I mean it was packed. So I figured that this shit, is gonna take time. But it went rather quickly, and soon, I was the only one in the store, talking to a rather lovely girl that must have been two heads shorter than me.
She talked away ofcourse, trying to sell me this and that, but I knew pretty much what I wanted.
So I walked home an hour later... with nothing but a card and a small USB WiFi thing so I can surf the interwebz at my leisure using my laptop. The best part is that the amount of 4G surf I have on that, can be used on my phone too, which is nice. So in total, 17GB of 4G data. 2 on the phone and 15 on the "dongel" as we call it, at least in Sweden.
But what about the phone you ask? Well they didn't have one in at the moment, so I'll go and pick that one up next week, hopefully, right away on monday. The phone I'm getting, is a Galaxy S6 Edge +, was thinking of another phone, but as it has yet to even come to Sweden, fuck it. Gives me time to see what others say about it first.

Then I'll sort that thing out and sell my old one. If anyone is interested right now, I can tell you, that the phone I have, is a Samsung Galaxy S4, 16GB with all the cables you'll ever need with a "phone wallet". It's working well, but is locked to the company known as 3. Just as a heads up.

Tonight, it's party time! A friend turns 30, and for her, thats probably the equivalent of turning 75... women huh? :P
But there will be food, drinks and probably alot of fun people. Hopefully, I'll have a blast.

Also got a workout in this morning, and seeing how much I pushed myself today and last time.. It'll be amasing if I can even move tomorrow :)

Cya

Blood Path

Since last sunday, I have recorded, and posted, a few more "episodes" of my playthrough of Far Cry 3: Blood Dragon. I don't think it has many views, but I still do it. Cause let's face it, there are videos out there, that has zero views, and if I get one per episode, I'm good.
Now the link I have given you, is to the playlist of all the episodes, but it's not until "Part 05" that the sound actually gets good, cause it took me a while to figure out how to increase sound in Lightworks, which is the program I am using to render my videos. So the first 4 parts, have very low sound, but the 5th and 6th, are just fine.

When I have not been playing Blood Dragon, or been at work, I've played some Path of Exile. They came out with a new patch a while ago, that added a new Act to the game. Before, it was 3 acts, now, a 4th has been added... and it is cool.
Been runing around with my Marauder, and with the new build and gems... I can play the game almost completetly with one hand, as I never need to use my potions... at least not very often.

The following screenshot, is of the last boss in Act 3.

When I first meet this guy, it was with my little brother. We were both ranged characters, he had a ranger with a bow, and I had a witch with spells and some undead.
We died over and over and over and over again. Usually, one died, ran back up only to arrive when the other died, and when the other had run back up, the first died again.
Rough fight huh? Well not really.. we just didn't understand the fight. We finally figured out, that the boss laid down a rain of blood that took our health down fast, and that when the rain fell, the boss had a ring around him, and that within that ring, no damage were taken... except for the damage the boss did ofc... so with a melee character, my Bluebubba the Marauder, I was always in close quarter combat, and thus, never effected by the rain of blood.
To further make it easy, I have a gem in my armour that makes it so that when ever I use my Cyclone skill, I get health from the enemies I hit. So when I fought that monster... my health never went below 90%.
Yes, I felt over powered as hell. Yes, it was funny as hell too.

Cya

Long Dragon

Got around to properly test the new headset last night, by recording myself playing a game called Far Cry 3: Blood Dragon. It's a very unique looking game, with a whole slew of humor. Just imagen yourself being tossed into an 80's action/scifi movie, and you'll get the general idea.

Before I give you the link to the video, that I uploaded to youtube, I'm gonna tell you something about the whole "ordeal" first.
As soon as I was done with the recording, I tried to make it work with Windows Movie Maker, but the damn program kept fucking up on me, always failing on several of the clips, making it impossible to even render 5 minutes of video.
But then I remembered that I had a program called Lightworks! It's the free version, so alot of options are locked, but still, it would be enough to render and save every file that fraps had made, and turn it into a single file, that was not 178GB in size.
So after tinkering for a while, learning the ropes, I managed to put it all together, and get a 2,5GB file that was 54 minutes long.

So yea, the video is just under an hour long. I will try and keep the rest shorter... hand on heart. But I will also promise, that I will try and pump out several of these videos, for practicing purposes you see, of this game, kind of like a playthrough, until Fallout 4 comes out. Cause after that... shit will get serious.
I've even made a twitch account if I ever decide to start streaming live. And if I do... I hope I get at least a few people watching, what would be the point otherwise right? :P

Anyway, here's the link. Cause embedding looks like crap, and sometimes doesn't even work.

LINK-A-DINK

Cya

Upgrades and Awareness

Updated, upgraded, patched and a little poorer. That's what my week has looked like.
I upgraded my windows to Windows 10. So far, so good. All thou, I have still not dared to turn off the computer, but I did try that last night, but it never shut down, it just rebooted, so I let it, and went to bed. Reason I did not dare too? Well you can either go further back in my posts to find the reason... or read on on this paragraph. Cause last time I upgraded to Win10, my computer was impossible to enter, after I had shut it down for the night, resulting in me having to format the whole harddrive after struggeling with it for two days.

After that, I have been installing patches and stuff for Windows 10, so far, there have been a few. Security updates, general updates and what not.
Also a few updates to various drivers, like for the graphics card.

And how I got poorer, well that is both unfortunate AND lucky. It was my headset that gave up the ghost. But it is old, at the very least two years old, probably older than that, but neither me, or my little brother who gave it to me as a christmas gift, can remember when he got me that old thing. And remember, computer stuff, age FAST!!
So I had to get a new one. Luckily, I have the money for it, so I went out the day after to buy a specific one, but found out, that the one I had aimed for, was already an old model, and was not in stock... so the guy convinced me to get another one, a different one. It was just 50 bucks more. So instead of spending 890 skr, i ended up spending 939 skr.
And I have to say, having a headset with its own soundcard attached, made all the difference when it comes to recording videos of games, and actually being heard. It's great.

Lets add something that is not about my computer. And that I found to be absolutely fantastic.
Right now, it's Breast Cancer Awareness Month, and one, very well know website, has taken that to heart, and will be giving 1 cent, for each 30 video watched between October 1st and October 30th. And let me tell you, they will give alot of money in the end. No doubt.
Cause the website, is PornHub.
Since I have an account on PornHub, I can't believe I've been away from it so long, that I've actually missed it for 17 days :P

Anyway...

Cya

A Potential Loss

I read something, on the internet, that I'm unsure if it is true or not. And right now, I don't realy care if it is true or not, just that the premiss of that this thing is gonna happen, is enough for me to want to share my thoughts on it.

So what I read, was that Playboy Magazine, will stop publishing images of naked women.
I'll let that sink in for a moment.

I have no doubt in my mind, that if this is going to happen (which I am very unsure ever will), it is due to the modern day feminists. And they are the ones that are ruining shit for themselves in this matter.
Why? Well I will try to explain as best as I can.
First off, Playboy Magazine has since they came out in stores in 1953, tried to give readers a magazine, specifically aimed for men and their interests, one of which, is the naked body of a beautiful woman. It is part of our fantasy (for most of us anyway), to be able to gaze upon a perfect womans naked body. And when I say perfect, I mean perfect as far as it is possible.
Playboy has since the dawn of (their) time, tried to give men an image of a perfectly shaped woman, perfect beauty. And what is wrong with that? Absolutly nothing if you ask me. Because even women want to see perfectly shaped and beautiful men, if they say no, they are lying. But I think that they are, as they don't care what the mans body looks like when they are looking at him with love in their eyes... but guess what! Men do the same thing.
Getting slightly ahead of myself here, I do appologies for that.
In todays magazines, speaking of Playboy still, but this goes for every magazine, every image of a women is photoshoped. A tuck here, a wrinkle gone there, a shadow fixed to enhance what ever over there. It's nothing unusual, every magazing that is not a news magazine, does this. It's common knowledge these day (and if you didn't know, what?)

So why does Playboy photoshop their women after spending a day taking their pictures? Simple. To give you a perfect representation of that woman. Of all women. Every year, the women of Playboy look slightly different from the previous year, alot different from the women two or three decades ago. Peoples view of the perfect woman (physically), change as times changes. Just look at cloths, same idea, the way we dress changes slightly over the passing time, just as your idea of the dream woman and man.

So why is it so bad if Playboy stops giving us these images? I think, it's because we'll loose something if we do. Playboy women, are all strong women, showing their best sides. And if we remove that, if feminists have their way, they will have lost a great ally in their stupid quest (I say stupid cause I believe that modern day feminists are nothing but assholes). Playboy embraces feminism, they do. Equality for men and women, but just because the magazine caters specifically to men, they are the target of modern day feminism.
Why can't these feminists go after bad porn instead? Where alot of women are literally degraded. No, they go after strong women, that show beauty, sensualism, sexuality and erotica.
I'll bet any of you a hundred bucks, that very few men, use playboy to jack off, they got pornhub for that. They, just as me, look at pictures produced by Playboy and see beauty.
You will never see playboy women, spread their asses to show your their backdoor, spread open they labia so you can almost see their womb. You will see beautiful women, at their most beautiful and sensual. Why is that bad?

And if "Free The Nipple" realy is a big thing for the feminists, why go after a company that celebrates womens bodies? You want women to be able to show their bodies, but at the same time not? Is it just because they are "picture perfect"? And you can't handle that?
A womans body is beautiful. Stop trying to hinder women from showing them. Most women who appear in magazines like Playboy, or appear in videos or galleries made by professionals. these are women who are confident, strong and even if they are not up to your standard of beauty and perfection, they are beautiful and perfect because they are confident and strong enough in their own right to show the world their beauty.

If you are one of the reasons Playboy seem to now stop giving you naked images of women. All I can say to you, is fuck you, you insignificant little shit, and leave the women alone to do what they want!

Cya

I Am A Fox

This sunday... even thou it's past midnight and technically Monday... I have another video for you. Still trying to get the sound right, but it seems, I'm gonna have to up the general sound inside the game, cause the sound is still low, but atleast, you can hear my voice alot better now.

Let me know what you think... if you feel like it that is... otherwise, just watch this 6-ish minute long video of me trying to get my time to zero.

Here's the video!

Anyway, that's the only thing about that game for this week... or well, I do have one other thing to tell you. I have now completed all the courses, but not all of them in all the ways, and I have yet to unlock all the cars... so still got that to do.

Cya

Destruction With Video

To prep for a project I've had an idea for, I have bought a program called FRAPS. This small, and rather pricy program, enables me to record stuff I do on my computer. The focus being games.

So to test this, I have now recorded myself, with voice over too, a race in Carmageddon Reincarnation. Neat huh?

There is one thing thou... it is full of bad language, blood, fire and "Police Brutality"... you'll get that last part later. Also... does my voice sound like that to all of you? When you talk, you hear your own voice, but due to various things (that you can find the reason for here) you hear one voice, and the rest of the world, hears another... And let me tell you, I don't like the sound of my own voice played back to me... but what am I going to do about it? Nothing! Cause if I did, I might fuck up my voice completetly, and end up with no voice or a worse one :P

Anyway, before you get too bored with my written words, below, is a link to my spoken words. In all it's marvelous glory. 10 minutes (ish) of brutal racing.

THIS LINK!

So what did you think? I know the volume of the voice is too low, and I'll keep working on that for the future project (I think some of you can figure out what that entails), but over all... good? Bad? Couldn't be bothered?

Cya

Pool of Death

Bought a game on the weekend sale on Steam. DEADPOOL!!!

I suck at shooter games, but Deadpool is Deadpool, and it was just 15 euros, so what the hell.
Playing the game, really shows my skills with shooters too... I play on the easiest setting ,and I still get my ass handed to me :P

It hurts to be shot, stabbed, pummeled and run through with a damn pipe. But the humour in this game is so epic, it's fuckin awesome. I kid you not, I laughed out right no more then 5 seconds in to the game.

Now, being an action game with button mashing deluxe, it's hard to catch any good screen shots I'm afraid...

... and that's not fun, even if you get to sit in a red rocket.

We'll see if I can get better at it later.

Cya

I Am Published

I think I can say, that I am now a published author. Haven't sold a single copy of my book. But it's out there.

So here I will now beg, on my bare knees if needed, that all my friends, family, who ever, buy it, advertise it or what ever, that my book is out, and that EVERYONE, should read it. :P

How you find it? Well, don't try and look in your normal retailer, cause it's not there... not yet anyway, but one can hope.

BUT HERE!

Just look for my name, Daniel Franklind, cause I was just that cool and published it under my actual name... migth have been stupid, might not have been, but I'm proud of my work, so why not right?
Or try and find it under the title, Keeping The Secret.
And the image here, is the front of the book too, so you know what to look for without reading if you feel like it.

Also, you can search for with the ISBN number... 9789163785139 :)

Go go go, buy buy buy... it's not a high price anyway... 3,95 dollars... that's probably less then you spend on food per day anyway ;)

Cya

SciFi Words

It's been awhile since I showed you guys my awesome writing skills!!! (Yea, they aren't that good, but I still like to write, so it's getting better)
So I thought I'd share the opening "scene"... of a story I am currently invested in.
It's a SciFi story. You know, space, lasers, aliens and ships that go "fjoooommm" in space (if space allowed sound that is).

Anyway, this is the opening... and yes, it is actually a SciFi...

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Sweden

Sigrid had woken up during the night, a few hours before everyone else. The summer had been so hot, that sleeping had become harder and harder, and even now, with the sun still behind the hills on the other side of the lake, the temperature had become so high, that she was sweating in her bed.

To not wake her husband, she sneaked as best she could out of the house, and walked down to the shore.

Standing on the shore, she looked around to see if she was alone.

All the houses were silent, and not a single person had woken up, or at the very least, had gone out. Only the various animals were stirring. The chickens at Sven and Holmgrid's house were the loudest, but Sigrid noticed her neighbours goats first, who had taken an interest in her early morning visit.

Ingefast's goats did not have a pen, so a few of them came over to Sigrid to say hello. For goats, they were extremely friendly and loved to be petted. And loving the horned creatures, she obliged them as they came one by one.

When the goats had had their fill and moved away, Sigrid looked around again, before lifting her tunic over her head and walked naked in to the lake.

The cool water instantly felt like paradise. And she felt herself cooling down and be able to relax more.

She had taken dips in the lake four or five times a day for the past few weeks, but the morning dips were always the best. It made her feel like the previous day's hard work, heat and sweat, were being washed away, and the cooling effect were the signal that it had been done.

Every night she had come out to the lake, ever since the heat wave had started. The first night, one of the younger boys in the village had seen her as she stepped out of the water, and every night since, she had watched for the boy. But the shame, coupled with the excitement, had not made the boy return.

The thought of him made Sigrid smile as she leaned backwards to soak her hair.

Letting herself float in the water, she could see a few stars still visible in the ever brightening daylight, she knew the sun would soon come up over the hills, and the last light of the ancestors would sleep, waiting for the next night.

Turning on her stomach, she swam out a bit, far enough to know she could not reach the bottom, before returning to the shore. There, she sat on the sandy bottom, far enough down to allow the water to cover her chest, exposing only her shoulders and head.

Breathing deeply, she mentally prepared herself for the coming day. She had been working with the blacksmith this summer, helping him with orders, material and making sure he actually did his job, as he was prone to have a few too many drinks of mead during the day. People only looked the other way, as he was the best blacksmith they had right now, but Sigrid was determined to learn everything he knew, and in a few years, take over the blacksmith.

For a nineteen year old girl, Sigrid had her whole life planed out to the smallest detail.

Her husband Tore was a strong man with a natural skill in building houses and even carving runes and animals in wood, and she and him tried every night for a child, and also because they enjoyed sleeping together. She had planed to be pregnant before the year was over, so that the child would be more independent by the time Sigrid became the village blacksmith, and a few years after that, she would bear another child. For her, it did not matter if the first child was a boy or a girl, but knew that Tore hoped for a boy, most men wanted their first born to be a boy. Sigrid wanted one of each, that much she knew, even if it meant having more then two children in the end.

Thoughts of her husband stirred her desires, and she rose from the lake to try and get her husband in the mood, and with Sigrid's well known beauty, Tore were never far from the mood.

Grabbing her tunic and putting it on as she walked up the slope that lead to their house, the sun's first rays touched her hair. The heat of the sun would soon dry her hair if she remained outside, but the thought of bedding her husband this early in the morning, Sigrid did not mind if her hair were still wet when being on top of him.

She almost ran the final thirty metres to their house, but a sound she had never heard before, made her stop just outside the door.

It sounded like a sword had hit the ground, a big sword.

Looking around for possible enemies, or maybe some other early morning person, she saw that a bush near the entrance to their yard, had been disturbed and was now moving slower after possibly being the target of the sound.

Sigrid, not wanting to take any chances that it might be an enemy, friend or just some animal, grabbed a wood cleaving axe that was outside the door, and crouched down and started walking silently towards the bush.

Just as she came to the bush, she heard a similar sound, but farther away, and then another much farther than the second. But the first sound had come from the bush, so that was to be investigated first.

With the axe ready for a strike, she parted some branches and could see a metallic object deep in the bushes. It was the smoothest metal she had ever seen, so smooth and clean, that she could see reflections of her movements on it with ease.

It looked like a thick, long and smooth cup. No markings, no handles. No nothing except for the smoothness. She wondered briefly what blacksmith could have made such a beautiful object, and what it was for, but all thoughts of such things vanished when the object opened up small holes around the top, and a silent hissing as from a snake was heard.

Sigrid's world grew darker, and she could feel how she lost the grip of the axe, and before darkness took her, she felt the dirt of the ground being pushed against her face.

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So yea, that's the start of it... any thoughts?

Cya

Not Game Just Sadness

This is not a screen shot sunday. Why? Cause I can't seem to care about it right now.
Over the past few weeks, there has been so many things happening in our country (Sweden in case you forgot), that everything I do, seem so petty and insignificant when compared to some of the things that has been going on here.

So this post will be a little about that.

Now be warned, this is not a happy post. Reason being, I am getting more and more disappointed in my country and those that live here.

The latest thing I heard, was that our former Minister, the guy that "ran the country", is still collecting 156 000 sek every month (15 600 euro or 17 450 dollars), even thou his own company, named after himself, makes millions every year, and the fact that he is a popular speaker and costs 100 000 sek for just an hour on stage, makes his income something to envy for anyone realy.
Now this parachute agreement is legal, but is it right? According to me, no.

In our capitol, Stockholm, a popular sports hall, is being turned into a refugee house to host how ever many people. People that have no papers, and could very well lie about their age and name, and hell, they might say they are a different gender, and some people in this country would probably just say okey to that.
It was a popular sports hall, well visited. I get that they need space... but a sports hall that were booked years in advance?

In january, an immigrant "child", said he was 16 at the time, raped a woman after she had fallen asleep at a party.
He got 150 hours community service and a fine of 115 000 sek.
I think it should have been 5000 hours and at the very least a quarter of a million in fines.
Rape is, according to me, the second worst crime any human can do. (first being sexual abuse of children)

3 days ago, or 4 if you are reading this on monday, a woman gave a begger some money, and was then almost kidnapped by the begger, a woman, and four other men.
They almost got her into a van before being stopped by a man that came and asked what was going on, and managed to scare the kidnappers away.
This happen in broad daylight.

At one of our airports, a non swedish person took a woman hostage for unknown reasons. He was going on a trip to Bulgaria, and just took a female employee at the airport hostage.
The police managed to calm the man down enough to over power him.
The police did not know from where the man originated, but told the news, that his anger was not from being deported, as he was not being this.

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These are things that happend (besides the third thing) within the last few days. And know, that there has been a shit load of other things.
The biggest problem, is that the bigger news papers and news TV programs, never bother to adress these things. And if they do, more often than not, they make it out so that the criminal, is the victim.
Just over the summer, there has been so many murders, rapes, violence, bombings by grenades and shit, that I am starting to think, that I need asylum in some country.

Anyone care to give me a good country to move too? Australia perhaps, in the outback? Or mabe the cold north of Canada?

Cya

Romancing Skyrim

When playing Skyrim these days, you don't play it for the "vanilla" game, but you play it for the AWESOME mods you can get!
You've seen a few mods I've been using over the years or something, and today, I'm here to tell you of a mod I've been using for some time.

Last time I reinstalled the game, I made sure I updated all my mods, incase they had fixed bugs, added content or expanded on them.
And one of the mods, called SL Stories, is a mod that allows you to complete quests in different ways, complete quests with added content, and most importantly, gain lots and lots of lovers all over Skyrim.
But when I updated it, the lovers I gained, became Romantic Lovers.

And lets face it, who doesn't want an opportunity to kiss the local blacksmith?

Now you can't tell me that's NOT romantic? The dragonborn (me on the left with the blue hair), about to kiss the fair Adrianne Avenicci.

Or how about kissing the Jarl's Housecarl, Irileth the Dunmer (dark elf).

I have quite a few lovers all around Skyrim by now, both male and female... and kissing is a plenty, cause I like this new edition to the SL Stories mod.

Cya

Missing Dead

Was playing a bit of FarCry 3 when I came across a guy that... well I think he is high or drunk or something, cause we can all see that he forgot his gun at home.

He's just standing there like: "What you lookin' at bud? Everythang is fo realz here dog, I'm armed and all yo!"
And we are all like: "Yea dude, totally armed man. Bitchin'!"

I love bugs like that.

Also, when I was diving down into a river to find a figurine, I found where the bad guys put their enemies.

That Hoyt guy is a brutal motherfucker. Drowns people, deal in slavery, drugs, weapons and has a hugh hardon for my death.
All thou, I can understand his will to murder me, seeing as I have completetly fucked with his business from like, day 2 of my arrival on the ilands.
:D

In other news, I got some problems with my book.
It's finished, but I can't get the whole bookmark thing work, and without it, well... I need to make it work. So if anyone has a legit copy of Microsoft Word (I use Libreoffice, which is free, so no worries, not breaking any laws), let me know, so I can come to your place, finish the bookmark things, take it home, and send it in.
Much abliged.

Cya

Weekend Report

This weekend, I went to Gothenburg for a party. My fathers wife turned 50, and that meant, big ass party that would not soon be forgotten.

Can't miss that!

Started off with getting out of bed at 06:00 in the freakin morning on the friday. That was not fun, I mean, I still had vacation after all (that will end tonight).
But I managed to get up without any difficulties, and board the train at 08:00.
Early on, there was a signal malfunction, and we were delayed by an hour. Somehow, we still managed to speed on, and in the end, I arrived at Gothenburg Central Train Station just half an hour later then what my ticket had told me.

After some food, we started fixing the place for the party, balloons, setting tables and making sure that the music would be heard... it was not, we needed to buy a cable, that ended up not working with the tablet, but just fine with any of the phones we had... so Spotify via a phone it was!

2 hours before the party was to start, the live music came to set up, and an hour later, the food came and the first guest (who is now a buddy on the facerape).

Once the party had started, after the food was eaten, the night truelly came into its own.
And I have to say, it was a party I will not forget in a while. And I'm sure that Marie (the guest of honour) will not foget it for the next 20 years... or sooner if she gets dementia :P

I drank more beer both on the friday and the saturday than I do the whole year, and somehow, I also injured my right calf that increased as this day went on... difficult to walk now.
Oh well... no fun without some pain right? :/

Anyway, can also report, that everyone loved my kilt, and some even thought I was of scottish decent or even a scott... I am not.
But that didn't matter, it was fun either way.
So thanks for the party everyone!

Now I'm home, and can enjoy my own bed, my own toilett and my own showerhead :P

Cya

All About Lighting

I picked up Skyrim again, closing in on 1100 hours already. But the important change I've done to the game, is added a mod that changes the lighting.

Now you might think that such a mod would be useless... and in the long run, it is. But when it comes to realism, depth and the pure feeling of the game, it makes all the difference.

Here are some examples.

The Great Hall of the Jarl of Whiterun

With the mod, this hall is now lighted by the actual light sources, like candles, brazers and ofcourse, the giant firepit in the middle. And it does look good doesn't? (no I won't give you any pictures of what it looks like without the mod)

My bedroom in Breezehome, Whiterun.

The bedroom of my house in Whiterun (after a mod, as the home looks like shit otherwise), gets alot of its light sources from the holes in the ceiling. Now I can repair the holes, but right now, I like the light it gives.

The first Word you learn is here (if you stick with the main story line that is).

Not alot of light sources in that cave. And it looks fuckin fantastic!!

I can't believe I never used a mod like this before... I've played 1000 hours without a lighting mod, and I don't get why? It's obviously a fantastic mod right?

But having this mod, also causes you to have some issues... like in caves and dungeons. They are poorly lit, and here is an example of that.

What I see without the use of a torch or other light source.

What I see with a torch. Spot the difference?

And if you are wondering what those three little things down in the right corner are, it's a mod that makes so I could actually die if I don't eat, drink and sleep. They start off green, then yellow and end at red... if I let them be red for too long, I die of thirst or hunger, I can't die from sleep deprivation, but I will have a rought time fighting as both my health, magicka and stamina goes lower, and thus, I can't fight as well.
Makes it a bit more challenging, and a good reason to actually hunt, gather food and cook meals.

Cya